Last calls

im trying to not fall asleep

choosing my friends carefully

i dont know what im tryna be

when i die nobody gon' say a thing

asking the lord to have mercy on me

(Yeah)

But forlorn is all i ever be

Tryna think but i just got memories

I been running outta homies

All i got now is enemies

 

people saying "show me"

but i dont even know me

Now im running from my worries

too slow and they catching up

cant say skert without S.R.T.

Wheel spinning like my dreams

Sippin on that devils tea

Popping pills and sippin lean

Hol up and Kill em all

now i remember me

 

(Huh)

Fuck you talking bout

Left that road a long time ago

Never gonna touch another molly

Never gonna see the gates above

Debts repayed dont have rewards

Die for nothing cause i have no worth

touch my fuckin crown of thorns

Blood dripping from my head

Because I never felt pain

Worst pain you can't touch

Fascinated by the game

Evil tearing me apart

Dont fuck with all these crazy hoes

People scheming got me acting hard

Streets never getting old

But im getting too old for the street

Reservation in purgatory

Now I stand up and tell my story

Lost man life still so foreign

Back in those days when I was poor (And?)

Got that 9-5 yeah

Working hard just to make a dime (uh)

Bible covering my spine

Noah's arc how i survived

River stix, hear jekylls crys

Mother saud I got dead eyes

Smoke some sorrow while downin wine

Now im feeling dead but fine

You aint never touch a pill bottle

So why you acting righteous like the pope

Watching on the news, got me feeling like theres no hope

Sniffing on that white girl

Sipping purple til I turn gold

East side killer covered up in mold

Got me feeling smooth as a new road

Snort some judas dope

Always been a fool for blow

Never met a real hoe

Never break no deals no

Couldn't be my field no

But im running like its a free world

 

Tell my dad im sorry

Tell my mom im fine

Fucked up the whole me

Everybody got some problems aint nothing compared to mineI be doing shit that you dont see

 

Burdens on my back be so heavy

Heavy metal in my ears

Heavy handed, might be the nails

In my feet and in my hands

Waking up like im no man

Walk out my tomb like I cant compare

Scars are barely there

Look at the cross like how did he bare

High on christ, guess im cross faded

At the drug store poppin medication

Under water, cold and naked

I dont know if im gonna make it

 

Always blaming guns but not the sinnin

Lies i tell just aint missin

Nothing gets better it just transitions

No plate left so I gotta clean dishes

No more friends to be spendin

Time or money? Nah, my wishes

I swear to god nobody listens

But I realized god was always listenin

Cant see or touch or feel him

But I know deep down in spirit

In the 5th Avenue im slippin

Body numb my mind aint clickin

Rest in peace to life

I barely lived it