//Verse 1 ...0:13

Woke up today with a lot on my mind, watching the time go by,

Found out my a friends grandma had cancer and didn't wanna say bye,

My focus has floated away, my pen isn't as great, not my right mind,

Was afraid I quit, don't wanna throw it away, my mind not right,

Opening a can of worms, can of words I may not like,

Got concerns my heart been dead since birth, you can observe,

Evolution takes time and I have the nerve, my world crumbling and burning

I'm on the edge, my mind working faster than humans destroying a patch of the earth,

Entitled and bright, look farther than my package worth, its a challenge

Can you handle it? Mantle on top of the problem and dismantle it?

King of the management, won't stop til the battle is over,

Don't like exposure, scrambling over words til I reach my composure,

Lack of luck and trust got me handing it over, talking about the pain in my shoulder,

//Hook ...0:55

That’s why I get attached then I go and fuck it up

That’s why I seem depressed but inside its adding up

Reaping what I sow I’m getting what I deserve,

No need to numb the pain cause the drugs never work,

Talking to the devil, we haven’t spoke in a minute

//Verse 2 ...1:08

You tried to take my life why the fuck I let you in it,

Every single fight why the fuck did I let you win it,

No control of my soul but never knew any different

It started with a shot then he talked for a minute,

Told me that he loved me it’s okay to be a villain,

Felt like I was nothing but trusting what’s in my head,

But my head is a lie, robbing my mind and time

Slowing down my emotions and pushing people away like flies,

Your shoes could never fit mine, we all different and that's the goal,

How much you every tried to fake for a quarterly fee

Infinity set to be, the next to see, the best MC,

Rescue me, dying slowly in my ecstasy, patiently waiting,

Faces fading, soul growing vacant and contemplating how you was a friend to me,

I see through lies when they next to me, why rush so expectantly,

I don't pussy around shit i'm like Lieutenant Lee, love my family

//Hook ...1:49

That’s why I get attached then I go and fuck it up

That’s why I seem depressed but inside its adding up

Reaping what I sow I’m getting what I deserve,

No need to numb the pain cause the drugs never work,

Talking to the devil, we haven’t spoke in a minute

//Interlude ...2:00

That’s why I get attached then I go and fuck it up

That’s why I seem depressed but inside its adding up

//Beat switch ...2:06

I'm tired of the pain and trials of tribulations, I wanna grow old and live without constant hallucinations

//2nd beat switch ...2:11

I wanna be free, is that too much to ask?

See myself as a blank canvas, and my positive side just out of grasp,

Out of hand, just downed the last, drop of lean in my cup, see i'm a outcast,

But I can't help it, all I can do is sit there, access it and address it,

I'm getting that desperate, wanted to transcend my heights but,

You could have guessed it, that time? I spent it

Feelings like i'm living my life separate, if that makes sense, in my defense,

I have my regrets and couple deaths later sitting and wallowing in shame,

Overcame a bit of it, but I can't help but be fixated on the past

How do I get better and get to my promised land?

First step would be to take a break from everything giving me stress,

Life's a contest, i'm in distress, this music shit helps me rest,

The shit I've done on here makes me blessed, but it's my time to step away from the pen

Thank you again