See, I about broke my spine

Carrying weight on my back from the person I was in the past

I wouldn’t last, if I didn’t have this music shit to get me up and get me off of my ass

Depressions a bitch

I’m stuck in rewind

I’m wishing my life was in simpler times

Like, back when I was an eight years old

And couldn’t give a single fuck what about what I was told

Cos, now I think I’m being judged

I don’t walk down the street if my hoods not up

I don’t feel so great so I’m out my nut

Down ten more cans and I’m shitface drunk

Fucked out my head

Pissing on cars

Think my friends know that I’m mentally scarred

Life isn’t Hard

That’s what they say

Shut the fuck up and get off of my case

Yeah, I don't think that I could cope

Without this, without this, without this

I've been way too cold

My hearts been froze

I'm bounded, i'm bounded, i'm bounded

I have reached my lows

but seen my highs

no counting, no counting

How many times that I, have shut my eyes

And they've been

so clouded, so clouded, so clouded

So I've been waiting, for these better times to come

So I've been waiting, for these better times to come

Man, i'm hoping that I make it

Tyna' find some peace for once

I been tryna' find some patience

but i'm also seeking love

(but i'm also seeking love)