Why me?
• Written by Ambiguous
Yeah,
crisp was the sun
fresh was the grass,
I stepped inside of my school
first day of the class.
With a heavy heart and nervous mind
I was moving forward, leaving all behind.
As I made my way
murmurs and chats grew,
"hey whose this guy?
and whats, he up to?"
I wasn't an oddball, maybe just a freak
nothing big
but maybe, that's how its meant to be.
People didn't liked me,
just gave stares
I was like a dying fish, being hunked by bears
As i moved to a nearby seat
making myself easy, then came big Pete
"You cant sit here, its my chair"
I replied, "its the final one, Iv to sit somewhere"
"not my problem" thats what he said he said
"im not in mood, so dont sit on my head"
Then came recess, time to get out of my shell
be friendly with people, maybe
life wouldnt worse as hell.
But no body bothered, same was the case
everyone ignored me, bored were their face.
"hey kid, why dont you join us?
and have your lunch"
said Jason, as he munched.
As i walked to them, someone stretched their leg
and made me fall,
whole Cafeteria mocked,
I was laughing stock for all.
Nervous, embarrassed, that's what i felt
"maybe life wouldn't easy,
if that's how I dealt."
Now I've to make these people
one of my guys
cause only the fittest survives
and weaker dies.
Time after time, they made it clear
I wasnt needed,
got abuse and jeers.
Story doesnt end here,
darkness crawled.
Walking my way back, there as an assault!
they kicked me down, crushed my face
blow after blow, on every place.
"What did i do? What was my fault?"
"You hit on Sam's girl, after the Waltz"
I said, "I helped her out, she had an accident"
"You needed a chance, thats what it meant.
You were never like us
but you wanted to be one. Now here is my gift
Or my thank you in return."
Then he kicked on my chin, i was left undone.
nose began to bleed, vision fading, pain indeed.
That's how my kindness payed off
"being different" nearly got me killed
even now they haunt me
worse than "Hounds of Baskerville"
Beats used: "Physics" by razor
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Ambiguous
Member since August 31 2015