sliping away

Late nights, red eyes, headlights blurrin’

while I’m swervin’ through the city tryna bury all the hurt inside,

Same fights, same lies

bottle after bottle got me feelin’ like there’s nothin’ left alive.

 

Cold heart, numb soul, conversations gettin’ shallow

‘cause I never really open up my mind,

Too far, too gone, everybody say I changed

but they never see the demons I been fightin’ every night.

 

Bad habits, all static,

every time I think I’m healing I go backwards and I crash quick,

Fast livin’, black vision, lookin’ at the ceiling

while I’m wonderin’ if God still listen.

 

Rain fall on the window while I’m ridin’ with my thoughts

and all this pain inside my chest,

Fake love, fake hugs,

everybody say they care until I really need ‘em at my best.

 

I been drownin’ in emotions, coasting,

hoping I can finally find some peace inside my head,

Codeine in my body got me movin’ like a zombie

while these memories replay instead.

 

hook

I been slippin’ from the theme,

chasin’ after dreams,

double cup nights

cloudin’ what it means.

Smile fade quick,

I don’t feel a thing,

livin’ too fast,

now my life blurry.

 

Fast flow

 

Eyes low, mind gone, heart cold, nights long,

every wrong move feel like another sad song.

Lost hope, dark roads, burned out, damaged,

lookin’ at my life like “how the fuck this happen?”

 

Too numb, too drunk, too lost in my ways,

every single night blend together the same.

Can’t run from the pain when it live in your brain,

and the pills and the drinks only makin’ it stay.

 

Soul tired, no guidance,

silence get violent,

thoughts too loud

when the whole room quiet.

 

And I know if I keep goin’ down this road I might never find myself again,

but I still keep driftin’ through the darkness

every night like I ain’t scared how this might end.