Alcohol Looking Glass - Ft. Coin...

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I’m missing my past, I wish it would last,

Shit don’t look better at the bottom of this glass,

Times moving fast, won’t stop in its tracks,

Until it’s all over, nothing left to grasp.

 

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In my youth facing problems feeling misguided, family tryna scold me,

In truth they were tryna hold me felt like I was choking felt wronged so I broke free,

Little did I know that hold was meant to raise me but the struggle fucking broke me,

Tried to change but change takes time by the time I changed I was at the end of the line,

Begging for another chance turned around found the solution at the bottom of some glass,

Spending nights drinking, days smoking and my heart broken thought we was forever,

Everybody has a breaking point well this is mine with you I was fine happier feeling better then a dime,

But you got my mood switching faster then a light switch then why'd you gotta go and lie,

I've seen through it still don't know why you'd do it but I still stayed and I kept on getting played,

Felt the pressure yet I never walked away through the times you pushed me down through the days,

You weren't around my heart was there love was all around but you'd rather fuck around,

Causing drama all around got me wishing I left without a word you caused me so much pain it's absurd,

Our memories will never fade but with pain it's all the same now ah days I can say,

I love you and I fucking hate in the same day and really mean it ain't it crazy how the times change,

And how this fucking itch just won't fade, I can't believe you got me addicted to your pain,

Waking up knowing your ok and I'm not how can you smile knowing about all the scars you've inflicted that'll never fade,

Said you loved me well that's a lie love shouldn't cause all this pain, It took me way too long to realize what you really were,

And for that I apologize if I knew from the start I would've never stayed.

 

I’m missing my past, I wish it would last,

Shit don’t look better at the bottom of this glass,

Times moving fast, won’t stop in its tracks,

Until it’s all over, nothing left to grasp.

 

Another dream, something seems to be wanting me

To take my own life, no comforting, it's haunting me,

Got my heart up my sleeve, tucked in the armpit seam,

I hear the bells ringing but nothing's alarming me;

I get my wish to relive the stress, but shit remains there,

Even when it eases it reminds me that it rains where

Ever I go under this cloud, cold enough to create glaciers,

This ghost is still around me, what do I do to take care?

It wins and to award it--- is when pain occurs,

But going toward it--- can just make it worse,

So we'll go to war then, whatever blade injures,

From beginner to warden--- presidents may preserve;

My boss asks me why do I always look angry,

I tell her the same thing I tell everyone who asked me,

It's just my normal face, I always look this way, please

Don't take it personal, we just ain't playing-

The same game, stayed with the stank

Face that the entity that feeds off my blood with it's fangs keeps arranging,

Goddamn, I'm a mess, I've been close to chasing

The bag by actually raiding the stash at the nearest bank scene;

 

But you gotta know, there’s ways to control it,

Take a hold of your life, and physically withhold it,

You gotta believe, in yourself and your goals,

They don’t wanna break your heart, they wanna break your soul.

 

You can do anything you can dream and imagine,

You can move mountains with dedication and passion,

You need to lead, if you want to succeed,

If you believe you can achieve, just look at me.