Copper pills

Sum up my life in a few sentences

The sky is the limit but my brain is too damaged

After all but I manage

Wear long sleeves to cover the damage

 

they say the worst part is what you feel after you shot em

whats worse is i didnt feel a thing about it

Looked in his face as blood spouted out of him

All these fucking dreams turn to reality

 

Sad enough I never knew who my own father

But ya dont know what that means yet

I just never really knew who he was

You dont know what that means yeah

 

Keep washing my hands but they're clean

From blood that can't be seen

Stains on my body and brains

Terrorizing my town like there's hell to raise

 

Bitch I am the devil to praise

Under god we scatter like mice

All my people run the paradise

Dont pull up unless you ready for demise

 

Got a diploma but was it right

Like will I ever see the light

Im not feeling so bright

Kill myself I just might

 

 

 

 

Might just end it all tonight

Put up no fight And no letter

Last time I was really living was never

They always say life will just get better

But it already did

Unfortunately I didn't get to stay that kid

Been doing drugs since like 16

Fucked my life cause I thought it was cool

Killed my first thug at 21

Close enough to that of a .22

Like the slugs in my gun

Made hollow points just for fun

One eight seven ill save you one