my dear, seraphine

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DXU-KQT's Notes

to be completely honest, this is just a warm-up song i wrote between 31/5/25 and 1/6/25 because i got bored of writing songs from the album ;-; i promise, i can write wayyyyy better than this crap. just know i tried going for a divine-centred kind of thing. and no, this will not be part of my upcoming album.

verse 1 was penned when the narrator was waiting to be judged by god
verse 2 was penned when both the narrator and seraphine were sent to hell but were not in the pit of eternal lava yet
verse 3 was penned when both of them were in the pit of eternal lava

BLVCKSHXXP, M.A.D., Equilibrium.

// intro (0:00 but like say it off-beat) //
seraphine
seraphine
seraphine
seraphine
seraphine
seraphine
sera-
 
// verse 1 (0:21) //
my dear seraphine, i saw you fall out of the sky
an angel in disguise, so undeniably fine
i guess you were meant to fall further though
// break until (0:31) //
cause where your halo glow? i don't see it anymore
like a bomber set it to blow out of spite with a c4
// extend and distort the 4 until the car thing ends //
black mamba with the vodka, let it go with the grief, or
pope to hell, drama killin' me, i just wanna see you again
// break until (0:49) //
i thank the devil we ain't end off our own shit as friends
sank a level so we blended together, romantic trend
whatever happened to your past purity? who gives a fuck
the pressure flattened your mind to just envy, greed and lust, trust
// break until (1:05) //
you was supposed to stay in the sky and watch over me
shit like a gender-bend - you stole me just to get close to me
it strikes the embers, what's left of your past, hold your old beauty
dressed up your gashes, i miss when you were a god like i was, um
shared the crown, the devil hath seeped through thy mind, it bleeds through
he feeding thee evil, no peace dwelleth in thy cerebral
yet still you try, you strive to find life while broken and bound
trojans on ground, unwound so as to calm, shit's unspoken, aroused (hah)
 
// interlude (1:26 - in a whisper, still off-beat) //
seraphine
sera-
 
// verse 2 (1:31) //
my dear seraphine, tell me, was hell worth it?
tears tellin' me it ain't, and i agree, it ain't perfect
far worse than we imagined, surely a misjudgment
said that we would love it but we don't, i'm reluctant
to believe in freedom past this, perhaps it's best to relax in
this pad, a pool of red absinthe, or even commit to fasting
i-
 
// interlude (1:47 - 2:16) //
*insert all the sounds here*
 
// verse 3 (2:16 - screaming in torment and agony, so i'll put all caps.) //
// please do bear with me for this bit, i sincerely apologise to put you through shitty lyrics //
SERAPHINE, FUCK YOU, I PRAYED TO AND WORSHIPPED YOU
NOW WE'RE STUCK HERE TOGETHER, TELL ME, NOW I WORSHIP WHO?
SHIT, I SHOULD HAVE GONE SOLO THIS WHOLE TIME, YOU FUCKING WHORE
IF I WAS GOD, I'D SCORCH HELL HOTTER THAN IT ALREADY IS AND SMITE YOU
I'D RIP YOU LIMB BY LIMB BY WING UNTIL YOU DIE BECAUSE YOU LIED TO ME
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING PAINFUL THIS IS? SHIT LIKE AGONY
I GUESS I WAS FOOLISH TO THINK WE'D ENGAGE IN MATRIMONY
NOW, I GUESS HELL REMINDS ME THE NEED OF ALIMONY
 
// outro (2:45) //
// play this (https://youtu.be/jSpetILcnnI?t=10) to the end
// yes i know that it makes things even more cringey but like it makes sense in the story
// it's about finding solace in understanding between the dark and the light. dark in this case being hell, eternal separation from god. it's like a voice telling the narrator to find solace in his situation. it sounds so cringe help

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