what if…

What if I stayed unrecognized

For the rest of my life

 

Tryna sell dreams, through these schemes, it’s remedial healing

I ain’t chasing wealth, it helps when I recognize what I’m feeling

I shed my skin, sacraments, sacrilege, fuck what the pastor thinks

Tryna figure out how my memories die, but my past still lives

And we all sin, we all took a bite out the apple, don’t try and hide it

I’ve been steady tryna kill my ego, but look what the pride did

Lust turns to greed and my thoughts turn violent, truthfully I’m spiraling

Maybe I’m glutton for punishment, got a whole story if you look behind these eye lids

I ain’t no god of war, I’m at war with god, still got a whole sort of problems to be solved

Can I be resolved? Absolved of my sins? Last few years something’s been off

I been clean from those drugs, prayed to the holy father above

Didn’t believe him at first, everybody told me feel his love

How am I supposed to believe in heaven, when he put me through hell?

Still searching for my soul, lost in the depths where I dwelled

Tried to kill my ego, said fuck it, had to reach deeper for a new subject

And I’m still feeling lost, tryna refund my pride, what’s the cost?

And I hope all you fake prophets get nailed to a cross

So I can watch em all bleed, maybe it’s my greed telling me these things

You ain’t no diety, you’ll be seeing me, I’m coming for you any week

Imma cleanse this shit, flush out the sinners with my penmanship

I ain’t selling my soul, and honestly you can’t sell me shit

Keep your receipts, you can’t beat me, I see the envy been tryna leak

And you all talking shot, I’m taking aim, fire til I don’t hear a peep

 

What if I stayed unrecognized

For the rest of my life

 

What if I killed you right now, would they all feel pain?

Tears streaming from the eyes from the ones you claim

That place above the rest, I don’t mean to judge but my case won’t rest

Come and place those bets, see who survive when the rage gon set

I ain’t even reached my peak, I get better every week, I’m incomplete

Trust me he delusional if he think he gonna beat on me

What if I told you, that greed, lust, pride had lead to my wrath

But grace keeps telling me I should choose a new path

Can we all entertain the idea of peace or is this album pointless

Had to open your eyes to the shit that no one has spoken

All we want is calm attitudes and a place for everybody to grow

Had to point out the flaws, maybe now we can all get along

Cause we all sinned, no innocence, Corinthians said keep no record of the wrongs

Tryna figure out how I can start revolution, inspire healing with a song

I just pray for the best, but calls get rejected, fighting for a spot up in heaven

Why did I only name 4 deadly sins, when in total there’s seven?

Cause those 4 what drives us, human nature it’s a touchy subject

We were born to sin since Adam and Eve and the apple when they were told not to touch it

So I guess I’m saying I understand what we all tryna prove

Cause your lust can turn to greed if your pride don't move

 

What if I stayed unrecognized

For the rest of my life…