Benidrill

Cold

I feel really worn out and really old

Watch me mosey on over like I'm froze

Waddle like a fuckin penguin with these hoes

And then I slump down,

Now Hold on,

The snow ain't white when I bleed on it

feel like im falling in a black hole

Everything always just

Spotted with fake shit

Like I'm covered in black mold

And I end up

Fighting for my head

From all my decisions

Constantly freaked out

Always debating shit

If I should end my own life

Or just sit here waiting for it To end

Seven billion nerves in the body

And you on every last one of em

That's why I take drugs

Cause they make me feel normal again

Always holding up guns

Saying fuck every single one of ya

Im Grey til the end