Sometimes.
• Written by inonowanna123
inonowanna123's Notes
I'm writing and rewriting more songs right now
I hope you like this
I tried something new
But I'm not sure it worked out though lol
This one kinda quick, I got tired of overthinking
So I just freestyled verse 2
//Chorus//
Sometimes I just really hate my life
Sometimes I just really wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna feel my pain at night
When I get high like an overdrive
I get over-life, waste the night
Think about the times I used to buy
Think about what I used to have, I don’t now it is sad
Sometimes I just really hate my life
Sometimes I just really wanna say goodbye
//Verse 1//
I don’t wanna feel my pain (pain)
But you wish I could change (change)
Always stuck outside when it rains (rains like shit)
Grasped by these chains
Come on, keep letting me pour I need some more
So I don’t feel anymore, mind in a mental war
Pour some more, not sentimental
Everybody so judgemental (yeah)
They said I could never reach my official potential
But here I am now, stuck up in the pain
Still somehow barely sane (yeah!)
I cannot take this pain anymore (yup)
Hard to contain, tell me more
What do you know about life
I’m barely alive when I strive to survive
You had made me paralyzed in my afterlife
High like a hyperdrive, it’s hard to recognize
When you’ve got butterflies that your about to die
When you take too much and you feel fucked up
//Chorus//
Sometimes I just really hate my life
Sometimes I just really wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna feel my pain at night
When I get high like an overdrive
I get over-life, waste the night
Think about the times I used to buy
Think about what I used to have, I don’t now it is sad
Sometimes I just really hate my life
Sometimes I just really wanna say goodbye
//Verse 2//
Damn bro I took too much
Sky what I touch, you be the judge
I’ve had enough, tell me how you feel
I’m feeling surreal, try to conceal
My emotions, but I’m stuck in the motions
Drinking her potions, drowning no floating I’ve been soaking
Hoping and holding but the drugs still flowing
Through my system, hope you miss them
I know I’m choking, can’t stop smoking
When I die I keep on rolling
I don’t know how to stop
I need a few bands and a few wristwatch
Watching the clock, hope it goes faster (please)
Look back on my life, realize it was a disaster
Living my life, skipping chapters
Hold me on point with a knife, let it twist
Hard to resist, that’s just what I wished
I hope I was the one you missed
I’m sorry I put you through this shit, damn
//Chorus//
Sometimes I just really hate my life
Sometimes I just really wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna feel my pain at night
When I get high like an overdrive
I get over-life, waste the night
Think about the times I used to buy
Think about what I used to have, I don’t now it is sad
Sometimes I just really hate my life
Sometimes I just really wanna say goodbye