Lie Ability

It’s my fault, we ended over my fuck ups though, truly

Always knew I was lying, you could always see through me

We ain’t like the title at first, just were fucking on the side

I’d pick you up, roll one up, then we would take a ride

Driving through those rich neighborhoods tryna plan our lives

At first it was perfect, then you discovered my vice

I know that feeling was eating away inside you

The guilt added up, and I ain’t like being lied to

A few weeks later I would find you, cheating, that’s a wild truth

Blame me for lying on my addiction, but bitch you lied too

Swear I wanted to fight you, couldn’t help but feel spiteful

I knew I fucked up, but you ain’t need to fly loose

I cherished the time together, even though we had some moments

It ended bad, but you can’t lie at first it was golden

No remorse from you showing, said “see you in hell”. But bitch I ain’t going

Truth revealed, your inner vice displayed, your true colors showing

Looks of an angel, but the devil inside you made an appearance

It’s apparent, don’t blame your parents, this ain’t no court hearing

No need to plead your case to me, your a bad disgrace and I’m a basket case

2 wrongs don’t make a right, and damn I keep coming in last place

Why would I need a bitch, my track record ain’t looking all clean and shit

And my next bitch, damn, you won’t even believe what she did

Met her a party with friends, drinks in both hands, floating off that Xanny bar

Liquid courage growing, end of the night she passenger seat in my car

I pull up at my crib, put that bitch in park, we walk inside together

Head directly to my room, fuck on the couch, then we lay down together

Start sharing our stories, and no lie yours was kinda boring

Probably the drugs affecting my thoughts, held my grief I’m storing

Scared to connect cause of my last relationship, but you changed my mind

Knew from that talk we had, I had to make you mine

Fast forward a couple weeks and you been holding a secret

I seen you getting tired, getting sick, and constantly avoided us speaking

Then one day you approach me and tell me I knocked you up

Said you were scared cause of my addiction, I had to touch it up

Told you I’d fix it, then we embraced in the kitchen

The whole being a dad thing, really had me thinking

You wanted to keep it a secret for some reason, hide it from our families

But the truth is you wanted that child gone, you really couldn’t stand me

I was attending meetings, getting my life together for the two of us

I was heading in the right path, then you fucked it up for the two of us

You got that abortion, and ain’t tell me what the fuck you did

You’re a selfish bitch, and I hope you rot in hell for this

I know it’s a women’s choice but how come she ain’t care about mine

The moment she told me I was gonna be a dad couldn’t stop my smiling

Then my world crashed and started popping that shit again, downward spiral

Shit got worse, I walked a path of fire, engulfed in the devils flames for awhile

I already hashed this shit out, I don’t blame you anymore for what it did to me

But I hope one day you finally admit to some liability