Suffering, Life And Death (Drum...

 

(drummer boi hit me up) life is so fucked up i wanna kill myself but

 

i manage to still live when my mom died i didt know what deaf was until i

 

realized if i blew my head off u wouldent reconize me raping for fun making

 

money im dying menttaly can't take this shit no more i wanna say

 

rip tot my grandma she was the best now that she died im fucking

 

depressed ye being a goat is hard it get's me stressed taking the pills

 

to take my pain away i js wanna runaway i over dosing on these pills

 

mabye i will die someday so many peole died in front of me makes me

 

wanna fucking cry ye thats the world we live in now ye all the legends die

 

my mine is frying im slowley dying crying when i telll im alright im lying

 

perks be gettin pricey i wanna hi-c i cant take this pain no more if i shoot myslef

 

there will be a blood stain on the floor i js wanna say good by one

 

last time in my mind its fucked up i need a sublime i cant get caught

 

bc drugs is a crime like im patty mohomes we in overrtime

 

this world gonna end we gotta defend our self damm were gonna die

 

dont call on him he is fly ye smoking weed this is the way to succed ye

 

to help become a goat its my job indeed ye saw my uncle get shot right there

 

i dont want no one to die whats all i care im that one pokemon

 

thats rare if i die ye would u care if i die ye would care if i die ye

 

dont be scared if i die dont cry js say good bye when i die i willl fly

 

bored in heaven (sigh) think about me dont u cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dont u crryyy

 

ye u might miss me but dont u crryyy im a legend for lifeee rip to everyone

 

that died i wish u were alive the dark curel world is hurting me ye

 

but dont u worry i will be finne this fuckin world dersurve to burn

 

if i die dont be concerned js know that i taught yall well show other

 

people what u learned now ur a goat u earned it dont worry i will

 

return when its time but for now when i die dont you cryyyyyyyyyyy (dont u cry ye dont u cry)

 

ill be finne ye (ill be fine) west side

 

hnu 4L

 

U.D.K 4L

 

 

 

 

 

 

Suffering, life and death

 

 

 

Back on forth, right and left.

 

 

 

Fuck with me, I ain't slept

 

 

 

In like five days but I've been eh

 

 

 

Until my last breath, I'm pushing through.

 

 

 

Time I've spent trapped is overdue

 

 

 

Tell me hi, bitch, Fuck is you?

 

 

 

I've been in a cage and so have you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

(Verse 1)

 

 

 

Lemme just cut to the quick just like a switchblade on a nylon cord.

 

 

 

Fuck is this shit? I could come up with a diss in the midst of me tryna bust in an

 

 

 

Instant, and could start rubbing it in, bitch. You can't beat my highscore

 

 

 

You couldn't label me with pride if I was nearby a tie-dye door and I'm just bored

 

 

 

So I might pick a target who think they got bars when they know I got more.

 

 

 

Couldn't make a buck at a dollar store. You guys are piss poor

 

 

 

I'm just pissed off that I've won too many diss wars

 

 

 

Because y'all are so ass, and prolly shit drawers. Hashtag ignorance ignored.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Wait, let me stay on topic; I'm tired of weird fucks

 

 

 

Walking up to me like a pedo, saying my beard's ugly.

 

 

 

People bullying my bae, and making her tear up

 

 

 

So much that she hides in the bathroom, and blurs the mirror

 

 

 

Y'all got no empathy, and I need a beer mug.

 

 

 

Nobody put fear in us but we've made people fear us.

 

 

 

I vowed that I'd never cry unless it's a tear of blood

 

 

 

Like if Fox News is the kind of shit that you queers trust, then we're fucked.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

But you ain't taking my spot. I got my name in the sky

 

 

 

I placed in the top four, lyrically raping you guys.

 

 

 

Terminated from Job Corps on my birthday like surprise.

 

 

 

Ain't shit, you're all poor. Taking your lives.

 

 

 

What you say my name on your block for? It ain't gonna fly!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And bitch, I believe in an eye for an eye.

 

 

 

So it should be obvious I ride for my guys

 

 

 

I don't wanna hear your 1 truth for 99 lies

 

 

 

Bitch I think it's about time you all die.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Prayed to god for better days.

 

 

quit the drugs changed my ways.

 

 

started making smarter plays.

 

 

picked the real ones from the fake.

 

 

 

aint the voice to the streets im just a voice to my community

 

 

 

said i abused the drugs but in my mind they were abusin me

 

 

 

separate myself from the fakes i know they usin me

 

 

 

shoutout to all the real ones, the real ones who stayed true to me

 

 

 

alot of shi been on my mind but I aint turned back to the drugs

 

 

 

believe that people change so do not judge on what i was

 

 

 

sometimes when you from the streets all you ned is a hug

 

 

 

gave my brudda 25 so middle fingers to the judge

 

 

 

shi been outta line eveer since my brother died

 

 

 

now you safe in heaven hope you know im doin fine

 

 

 

spent a couple nights in my room alone n i jus cried

 

 

 

R.I.P. AJ I wish you were by my side

 

 

 

do this for my mom im doin this shi for my bro

 

 

 

keep their names alive N i won ever let them go

 

 

 

i know life get tough i also know that life gets low

 

 

 

aint no time to get in feelings i jus got to be on go

 

 

 

got out of situations where i thought I'd never make it

 

 

 

almost od'd of the pills N so i quit N had to change shi

 

 

 

withdraws done had me angry but with time you learn to tame it

 

 

 

when you winnin all that bad shi feels like blessings learn to thank it

 

 

 

try to stay away from drugs because them drugs done had me nervous

 

 

 

im jus speakin facts in my songs hopin that they bring some service

 

 

 

used to feel like i was under now im way above the surface

 

 

 

don't got to read between the lines jus got to really read my versus

 

 

 

 

 

So bored of life I got nothing to do

 

And I'm lifting the weights and I'm under the booth

 

But I'm so under that I cannot be safe

 

And people tryna beef with me 'boutta get three-way'd

 

'Cause I'm still being on my path to be the greatest

 

Why in all this world do we have to be so famous

 

Everybody gettin' outshined, it's about time

 

For me to come on this stand and now rhyme

 

Everybody make a path 'cause this town's mine

 

Anybody in my way gon' be my life; down nine

 

I couldn't express in words how bad my life was

 

The whole meaning of life I thought I had deciphered

 

These kids will hang on every single statement we make

 

One hand on the clouds, one hand grazin' the lake