Atheist [2021]

One beautiful lovely day, I turned 18, shit,

Who would've ever thought that this was the day I became atheist, lately it's

Been roaming around my head for quite some time,

Lemme share some shit that can't get free of my mind;

This shit is so mixed up that I find it unpalatable,

My Mom could literally buy a Church album to hold,

I swear man, what all these Christians believe in,

An excuse for everything, it's like they all intended deceivings;

Now I'm in a strange place, bet they'll blame that on evil,

The devil got a hold of me, or he's messing up my life and the people,

So what's next? A hurricane comes? It's God letting us know he's mad?

So he kills his creations to get his point across? Yeah he loves us real bad;

What he gives to me, he can easily take away?

Then why don't he take away the people who are actually BAD? But no they stay,

Every bad thing that happens on this planet, it's the devil's doings,

If God is stronger than the devil, why dont he just tell him to stop fooling;

 

Around with his people, where was God when I was struggling in school?

Where was God when I failed my regents three times dude?

Where was God when COVID was killing thousands of people, stop it though,

Where was God when we was praying for my grandmother to get out of the hospital?;

But no answer, she's six feet deep motherfucker,

And the government dont care about us, them cocksuckers,

Only live for themselves, and eat from the people's hard earned money,

And our Father in Heaven just sits there jacking off to his honey?;

And our mother controls the weather? Please tell me how so,

Why hasn't our higher parents come down to see us? I dont know,

What the fuck is being blessed? Blessed of what?? Won't end here,

What y'all know about Heaven or Hell? So I guess you've been there?;

"Keep praying and it will come true,

More people gathered makes it more powerful,"

No strings or letters attached, he didnt help me with class,

And so it took him nine years to help me get better at math?;

 

Don't worry though, I believe in the afterlife, no need to take it out on me,

But I don't think the afterlife is what people make it out to be,

So Jesus stuck nails inside his hands and hung on two pieces of wood,

To "die for our sins" and come back to life? Lemme ask this if I could;

Why don't pastors rise up then? Aren't they the most religious people?

And how many times is Jesus gonna rise? Who or what caused his lethal?

God told us to take care of the Earth, but here we are turning it into,

Trash, we sin everyday, so how the hell can we be like God? Unless he sins too;

Hmm, if the devil punishes people with sins, doesn't that make him good?,

I mean, why would someone like that be bad himself? But he's under our foot?

And why would God give him his own Kingdom to punish the wicked,

Does his ghost come to Earth to say, "kill the children" "rape these bitches";

Take some responsibility for your own goddamn actions,

And stop blaming on figures you cant even see, I keep asking,

The same fucking questions, and now why are there different religions?,

Are these gifted decisions? These wicked idiots want the biggest forgiveness;

 

Yes it's just my opinion, but I could say the same thing about your beliefs too.

The bibles didnt change my mind about anything. It made me see that the fact that

there's different religions, proves that nobody knows what or who the hell is "watching" over us 100%.

Belief in a God or many Gods. Pfft. Still atheist. Jesus loves me? Jesus doesn't even know me!🤦🏽‍♂️