I'm Not Here [2023]

What's happening to my brain?!

I just took an edible,

Am I going insaaaaaaaane??!!

Oh!

 

 

I took an edible in the form of a gummy bear not knowing what it was,

I thought it was just regular candy but now I know right now it fucking sucks,

You can call my name but I'll prolly not even respond cuz I'm just not here,

And if I try to talk out or even just try to make sounds, it'll just sound weird;

 

Okay here we go,

 

We're halfway through, nothing to lose, don't know why you're bored,

You better wake up or I'll burn you on an iron board,

It'll take a minute to get in you, rip your spinal cord,

If you think this shit is bad, this aint my final form;

Now that I got that out of the way, time to go and eat,

Out with my friends to a place where you sure can drink,

And as we were strolling to take a seat, all those close to me,

So many pretty women sitting, you can see soles of their feet;

I'm not that surprised, you got me paralyzed,

Feels like I'm in paradise always with bags of prizes,

Everything was going swell though as you can tell,

Sitting so long that my tailbone started to swell;

Now imma tell you what it was like getting high,

I wasn't letting it fly, never said it was right, you might,

Hear this side of my story tonight and be like "ight",

You're in for a ride, you're talking to someone who almost died;

 

 

I took an edible in the form of a gummy bear not knowing what it was,

I thought it was just regular candy but now I know right now it fucking sucks,

You can call my name but I'll prolly not even respond cuz I'm just not here,

And if I try to talk out or even just try to make sounds, it'll just sound weird;

 

 

So the friend I was sitting next to had some gummy bears,

And offered one, we shook our head, but I wanted something else,

It tasted funny, there was one taste that was coming,

There was a taste of Marijuana air up under my tongue and glands;

I started cracking up, laughing and I was clapping,

The bastard gave me a fucking drug, now they say that they're having fun,

Dammit this faggot just fucking dragged it to start some static,

Becoming dramatic, goddammit I've had it! I started slapping;

Myself in the face, I started acting crazy and insane,

People all around the tables were facing me in disgrace,

I said "what the fuck did you give me?!" I felt wasted,

I kept staring at my plate and she shares that it was - wait a minute;

My throat started to feel numb, I felt dumb, no more fun,

I drank from my cup, basically like I take all the blunts,

I say it's the one but know damn well it's wrong,

I got high in the clouds, my tears and anger was the rain and the thund--; (erstorm)

 

 

I took an edible in the form of a gummy bear not knowing what it was,

I thought it was just regular candy but now I know right now it fucking sucks,

You can call my name but I'll prolly not even respond cuz I'm just not here,

And if I try to talk out or even just try to make sounds, it'll just sound weird;

 

 

Once we were done eating, paid the check and we was leaving,

While my brain just kept repeating the old same regrets this evening,

I had to act natural when my Mom had sat casual,

In her car in that parking spot after calling her that we're done;

My friend can catch vaginal problems, kick back in her coffin,

Take it now right back where she started,

Still high as a motherfucker, hoping my Mom ain't start to wonder,

Why am I slurring, stumbling over my words, stutters and mutters;

Thought I outta keep myself quiet until we got home,

If I said the truth she wouldn't buy it, put fear in my dome,

It was late at night, and the riots wouldn't leave us alone,

Couldn't create a fight, she would try to find all of them hoes;

It's 10pm and she went to her bed while I took a shower,

I tell you it's a damn good thing she didn't ask, now I would,

Clean all my neck in cold water, at least my eyes weren't red,

I rest my head, I still felt dead, or better yet a bit fouler;

 

 

I took an edible in the form of a gummy bear not knowing what it was,

I thought it was just regular candy but now I know right now it fucking sucks,

You can call my name but I'll prolly not even respond cuz I'm just not here,

And if I try to talk out or even just try to make sounds, it'll just sound weird;

 

And this is why I'm never doing drugs motherfuckerssss

AAAAAHHHHHHHH