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mental pain
- I don't like living cuz this is such a cruel world
- all this mental pain but i know it's the real world
- I can't take all of this hurting and discrimination
- There's so much hate spread through the entire nation
- I can't do it, so sorry and goodbye
- I swear that some day it will be alright
- I can't feel my hands and no one seems to understand
- Abuse me and use me all of this is so confusing
- My family is mad and all you hear is yelling
- I don't understand how they think that noise is helping
- My momma yells cause she's stressed like i cut when i'm depressed
- My dad was a good man and i saw him every weekend
- But now he has a girlfriend and she's so abusive
- He told me I was lying and to stop feeling suicidal
- He hung up on me while i was in a mental hospital!
- My mom is the bomb and she tries to make things better
- But these verses i rehearse, she only makes them worse
- someone call an ambulance, no someone call a hearse
- Dad, let's stop this child's play, because of you i'm not okay
- see this blood on my wrist, yeah it's spelled DNA
- I'm living a lie and i'm not breathing i'm fine
- I'm sorry in the morning then i try again at night
- I'm reminded of my problems and It fills me with hate
- It's like a giant checker board, and it's checkmate
- this murder is a disorder and this suicide is homicide
- The cutting it does something then later it does nothing
- but hurt
- I'm always so full of anger This emotion is a cancer
- Life's always so oppressing and that's why I'm depressing
- Look out for the blood and expect a flash flood
- My body in the bathtub and I'm covered in blood
- I'm sorry to my brothers because I'm never there
- I know they probably need me and I really do care
- My loss of all my innocence it's all my fault
- I'm standing on the edge yearning to hit the asphalt
- This stupid life of anxiety it's Such a harsh society
- This whole life is killing me can't live this in sobriety
- I'm looking for death, to take my last breath
- Hold it to the world and put the knife to my breast
- I'm crying I'm lying I'm sincerely dying
- Because I'm fat and ugly
- nobody loves me
- never ever sleeping because I don't deserve the dreams
- I love my best friend like the most precious gold
- I would hate to see him crying, left alone in the cold
- I also love my momma for what she's done for me
- Even though it hurt i still want her to be
- happy
- You'd think i was proud in these jeans and blue adidas, but really i'm ashamed
- what brought me to do this?
- This is my life, and now my life is lived
- holding on until the end when i'm ready to give
- my life.
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