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heavy emotions
- i feel like im floating with this beat
- or maybe its because im fried i dont know
- but ive been thinking a lot and there's somethings i need to write down
- took a while to realize it but i know now
- 0:26
- i dont want my siblings to grow up like me
- i guess that's a reflection of my insecurities
- i guess what im trying to say is i dont like me
- and when people act like me it irritates me
- that's probably why i got a lot of anxiety
- if i start popping pills where would i be?
- addicted to some other substance, probably
- i tried to be someone else and i regret it heavy
- like looking in a mirror and you dont know who you see
- someone said to me a friend to all is a friend to none
- and that hit me like a bullet, but i didnt show it
- maybe it hurt more because deep down i knew it
- that all these bum bitches are fake as shit
- but i didnt know what to do with it
- i just held it in and sat with it
- sitting for a while and thought about it
- im always there for somebody but whos there for me?
- maybe its because no one takes me seriously
- i laugh it off but its not funny
- but i do it all because of what my mom told me
- keep your friends close but your ops even closer
- and thats why im keeping u close like kosher
- thats why your stuck to me like gorilla glue
- thats why i know all the facts about you
- because i can see through the lies you told me and the crew
- when i smoke a spliff it dont get me fried no more
- its not the same feeling as before,
- before trusting someone felt like a fantasy
- before people started loving the idea of me
- before i could cry so easily
- but now its just smoke in the air
- but the feelings still there
- losing my mind, thats something rare
- sit next to me, ill pull out a chair
- we need to talk about somethings,
- clear out the air
- but theres a lotta thoughts i dont share
- like how i wanted to go pro and be somebody
- but the smoke in my lungs changed my mentality
- clouding my vision of who i should be,
- dreams should come true
- but life be rude, not caring about what you wanna do
- if i wanted to end it all right now who would i go to?
- funny how i got everybody but nobody would come thru
- funny how you said you loved me too
- like i would go running after you
- like how you thought i would waste my energy on you
- bro i dont even have the energy to go to school
- i quit everything i loved just because of it
- and then i wonder why i get depressed at the thought of it
- overthinking everything im going through
- thats why i put it down pen to paper and say fuck it
- i just wanted some clarity
- i just hope someone can relate to me
- but then again i wouldn't wish this on my greatest enemy
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