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FeEl FoR yOu bY oNyX

  1. And all that I feel for you
  2.  
  3. I didn't really care until you were gone
  4.  
  5. Where did all the time go?
  6.  
  7. I miss all the old times
  8.  
  9. So I try to go back to the past
  10.  
  11. I know damn well that I fucked up bad
  12.  
  13.  
  14.  
  15. And I know I was abusive as hell
  16.  
  17. Never even wished you well, no
  18.  
  19. And I know you always tended to dwell
  20.  
  21. You were under my spell
  22.  
  23. I was too focused on my instincts
  24.  
  25. I know that my heart is extinct
  26.  
  27. I miss you but you ain't miss me
  28.  
  29. Understandably, understandably
  30.  
  31.  
  32.  
  33. I was a bitch, I admit it
  34.  
  35. Always hittin' you when I was mad, I regret it
  36.  
  37. And I know that some days I still can't accept this
  38.  
  39. But it was for the better
  40.  
  41. I miss when we were together
  42.  
  43. But you don't
  44.  
  45. And I'm not mad about it, no no
  46.  
  47.  
  48.  
  49. And I know you'll piss on my grave
  50.  
  51. If I die, I want to make sure you're okay
  52.  
  53. I miss you so bad every single day
  54.  
  55. But I wasn't the victim here, you was
  56.  
  57. And I know we can't get back what we had
  58.  
  59. You blocked my ass, and I see that
  60.  
  61. And I know niggas peep that
  62.  
  63. Where are all my peeps at?
  64.  
  65.  
  66.  
  67. They all left me 'cause I abused you
  68.  
  69. Niggas talk 'bout how I used you
  70.  
  71. I admit that, I made jokes that'd never amuse you
  72.  
  73. 'Cause you were the butt of them, I didn't wanna lose you
  74.  
  75. But here I am, I've lost you
  76.  
  77. Was abusive still and said, "That'll cost you"
  78.  
  79. But you blocked me, and I blocked you
  80.  
  81. I'm so sorry, my love, I really want you
  82.  
  83.  
  84.  
  85. And I know I had problems
  86.  
  87. And I never really could solve 'em
  88.  
  89. And I always had to involve 'em
  90.  
  91. Your favorite season was autumn
  92.  
  93. And I ruined it for you
  94.  
  95. Yeah, I lost my mind
  96.  
  97. And I lost my life
  98.  
  99. And I lost the track of time
  100.  
  101. Every single night
  102.  
  103.  
  104.  
  105. And I tried to make up to you
  106.  
  107. But you already found someone else (found someone else, found someone else)
  108.  
  109. I knew I only used you, it was obvious
  110.  
  111. I try my hardest to stay positive
  112.  
  113. You cut me off, then I lost my shit
  114.  
  115. Hit you even more, then I talked my shit, yeah
  116.  
  117. I used to talk shit 'bout you to my friends, yeah
  118.  
  119. I tried to tell you I was pretend
  120.  
  121. But you were too in love
  122.  
  123. Too in love, oh, too in love...
  124.  
  125.  
  126.  
  127. My ADHD and Autism made me take my anger out on you
  128.  
  129. But that's no excuse 'cause I caused abuse
  130.  
  131. You went to school with a new fuckin' bruise
  132.  
  133. You told your friends it was nothin' new
  134.  
  135. We was both so toxic, and yeah, that's true
  136.  
  137. And I fucking hate myself for it, everyone found out the truth
  138.  
  139. Everyone cut me off, I was still in my youth
  140.  
  141. I was so delulu, I was so delulu, yeah
  142.  
  143.  
  144.  
  145. Your words, they would soothe
  146.  
  147. I fucking knocked out yo' tooth
  148.  
  149. Then I tried to play it cool
  150.  
  151. You knew I was never smooth
  152.  
  153. You liked the way I moved
  154.  
  155. I gave you scars, I knew
  156.  
  157. And I didn't say shit, I kept lyin'
  158.  
  159. I was only 14, when you left, I started cryin'
  160.  
  161. My mama told me it was for the better
  162.  
  163. But was it really?
  164.  
  165. I get so high, yeah, I get so tipsy
  166.  
  167. I wanna die, yeah, you prolly won't miss me
  168.  
  169. If I cried, yuh you would diss me
  170.  
  171. In my mind, they was out to get me
  172.  
  173.  
  174.  
  175. I never had no true love
  176.  
  177. And I know I abused you, love
  178.  
  179. Lied said I didn't do much
  180.  
  181. That was a lie, you knew, huh?
  182.  
  183. Yeah, and I called you, "Cunt"
  184.  
  185. I was a youngin, but that don't excuse it
  186.  
  187. And I'm sorry for bein' so abusive
  188.  
  189.  
  190.  
  191. And you always tried to find solutions
  192.  
  193. But I never listened to your conclusions
  194.  
  195. So you left me and my life in ruins
  196.  
  197. But it's okay, baby, you had to do it
  198.  
  199. You had to do this, you was goin' through shit
  200.  
  201. You was goin' through it, your mind was ruined
  202.  
  203.  
  204.  
  205. I caused it all
  206.  
  207. Then I lost it all..
  208.  
  209.  
  210.  
  211. And all that I feel for you
  212.  
  213. I didn't really care until you were gone
  214.  
  215. Where did all the time go?
  216.  
  217. I miss all the old times
  218.  
  219. So I try to go back to the past
  220.  
  221. I know damn well that I fucked up bad
  222.  
  223.  
  224.  
  225. I smoke the gas just to go back to the past
  226.  
  227. To see your face finally at last, yeah
  228.  
  229. Now you're datin' Atlas, yeah
  230.  
  231. Told me I can kiss your ass, yeah
  232.  
  233. Now I'm so down bad
  234.  
  235. And the whole town's mad
  236.  
  237. Got shunned for years
  238.  
  239. And I wanted to disappear
  240.  
  241. 'Cause my friends not even here
  242.  
  243. And I can barely even hear
  244.  
  245. And your pain was so severe
  246.  
  247. Ruined my whole damn career
  248.  
  249. Now I have to face my fears
  250.  
  251. And I do it every year
  252.  
  253. Hopin' one day you appear
  254.  
  255. But I know you're never near
  256.  
  257. And the smoke has never cleared
  258.  
  259. And now I'm in the atmosphere
  260.  
  261. I wanna die, I'm insecure
  262.  
  263. And you knew that, I hurt my peers
  264.  
  265. I did not want nobody to interfere
  266.  
  267. 'Cause I thought you were my property, and if someone said you weren't
  268.  
  269. It would grind my gears
  270.  
  271. And I'm so damn sorry, I hold you dear
  272.  
  273. I'ma get hit like a deer
  274.  
  275. I'mma cry all these tears
  276.  
  277. Just to let you know
  278.  
  279. That somewhere I'm still here, yeah
  280.  
  281. And I hurt your heart with a spear
  282.  
  283. I was immature, but everyone would cheer
  284.  
  285. So I kept hurtin' you, delusions of grandeur
  286.  
  287. And I'm missin' you, Devil will steer, uh
  288.  
  289.  
  290.  
  291. Now your friends glare at me
  292.  
  293. You were always there for me
  294.  
  295. And you always cared for me
  296.  
  297. But I threw it all away
  298.  
  299. And I can't wash away
  300.  
  301. All the fuckin' pain
  302.  
  303. Guess I lost my way
  304.  
  305. Can you stop the pain..?
  306.  
  307.  
  308.  
  309. And all that I feel for you
  310.  
  311. I didn't really care until you were gone
  312.  
  313. Where did all the time go?
  314.  
  315. I miss all the old times
  316.  
  317. So I try to go back to the past
  318.  
  319. I know damn well that I fucked up bad
  320.  
  321.  
  322.  
  323. I write these fuckin' songs
  324.  
  325. Tryna right these wrongs
  326.  
  327. Now I hit the bong
  328.  
  329. Red dress, Ada Wong, yeah
  330.  
  331. Never took you to Saint Laurent
  332.  
  333. Like you wanted me to
  334.  
  335. Now that you are gone
  336.  
  337. I fucked up, it's true
  338.  
  339. All the friends I lost
  340.  
  341. Because of me, not you
  342.  
  343. I would never blame you anymore
  344.  
  345. Hope you knew, yeah, yeah
  346.  
  347.  
  348.  
  349. And I'm so alone
  350.  
  351. Won't pick up my phone
  352.  
  353. Might as well be disowned
  354.  
  355. And abuse is some shit I don't condone
  356.  
  357. But I did it anyway
  358.  
  359. Did it everyday
  360.  
  361. Lost you in every way
  362.  
  363. Remember you like yesterday
  364.  
  365. Was there a better way?
  366.  
  367. Pray for better days
  368.  
  369. But you'll be on your merry way
  370.  
  371. But on this very day
  372.  
  373. We dated, all these weary days
  374.  
  375. I hate it, I was always very late
  376.  
  377. I knew I was very fake, I was friends with every snake
  378.  
  379. I was friends with every fake, yeah yeah
  380.  
  381.  
  382.  
  383. I hope you're very safe, yeah
  384.  
  385. I know I'm very lame
  386.  
  387. You seem to be at every place
  388.  
  389. But you're not really here, my mistake, yeah yeah
  390.  
  391. You give me that wary gaze
  392.  
  393. Hair like Mary Jane
  394.  
  395. You didn't like my scary face
  396.  
  397. Scared you in every clever way
  398.  
  399. I hurt you in whichever way
  400.  
  401. I told you, "You better stay"
  402.  
  403. I told you, "You better wait" yeah
  404.  
  405.  
  406.  
  407. And all that I feel for you
  408.  
  409. I didn't really care until you were gone
  410.  
  411. Where did all the time go?
  412.  
  413. I miss all the old times
  414.  
  415. So I try to go back to the past
  416.  
  417. I know damn well that I fucked up bad
  418.  
  419.  
  420.  
  421. And I know, I always pressured you
  422.  
  423. So just know I'll always remember you...

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