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so toxic by Brexton
- 'Cause I'm, I'm wondering
- If you just wanna see me suffering
- Nowadays I wonder if
- All the lies I've been discovering
- All the times I've been restructuring
- All the times I've been recovering
- Fuck these bitch ass hoes, I can't trust 'em
- You was always making assumptions
- Had to turn this nothing into something
- She done hit me up, like what's up bitch?
- I been getting money for my niggas
- Came outta them trenches we was grave diggas
- I was using wrenches just to fix ya
- I ain't do no friendship it'll kill ya
- You really think I'm joking? You think I was kidding
- Stab myself in the eye, my throat I'll be slitting
- She told me this twenty times she don't really give shits
- I just wanna fucking cry 'cause I can never fix shit
- See it in my fucking eyes, you don't wanna fix it
- We done this too many times, we just beyond fixing
- You broke my heart twice, I cannot forget it
- She told me it'll all be fine, but I know it isn't
- Sometimes I wonder if I'm alright, sometimes I wonder if I didn't
- Ever give you my damn time, we wouldn't have been here
- Yeah, I hate that I'm living, ending my whole existence
- Your love's non existent, all the vibes you're giving
- Got me feeling hidden, I ain't ever listen
- That's why my ass ends up missing
- And I'm fucked up but that shit's fitting
- All these hoes be cherry picking
- I wake up and my head starts spinning
- How to fix it? Can we fix this?
- All the bars I'm fucking spitting, you wouldn't care if my head starts splittin'
- I'm just bleeding on the ground on the grave I was digging
- Maybe one day I'll be suicide committing
- Fucking up my mind and swear to God this shit is sticking
- Feeling like maybe I should never do yo' bidding
- She broke my heart so many times I feel my consciousness slipping
- We cannot be friends cuz our connection just ain't clickin'
- I gave you my love and I saw you and him kissing
- Why cheat on me when you knew I was bed ridden?
- You've broken me yet you don't wanna admit it
- You've shaken me to my core and you're grinning
- Blood dripping off your knife, I start kicking
- Tryna get the fuck away, yeah, but your grip is
- (So tight) So tight, I can't forgive him
- This is why I never do forgiveness, the pain I be emitting
- I just feel like quitting, when you're 'round, heart starts skipping
- All this lean I just been sipping, I'm trippin'
- High off the Xanny, time be ticking
- She don't understand me, Glocky I'm equipping
- Everyone wan' damn me, just 'cause I'm sinning
- You tryna demand shit, but my life is dimming
- And I wake up, you was tricking, good riddance
- I was so fucked up my teeth I was gritting
- My wrists I've always been slitting, yeah
- I can't trust no bitch, they all witches
- I was never one for fucking with no bitches
- She broke me so bad now she dissing
- And I shoulda known that she did it
- She don't regret it all, even if I'm sickened
- With the life I was given, I should've listened
- Crimes I've committed, songs I've written
- Took a trip to Britain, why am I still living?
- My friends be distant, fuck your opinions
- Fuck my decisions, go ahead, call me a chicken
- Drugs I been mixing like a damn potion, contradictions, one way ticket
- (To Hell) To Hell, my dreams be vivid
- And you're so wicked, and you're so twisted
- I'm down you get lifted, your words aren't lifting
- You tell me to kill myself when I'm grief stricken
- And I wanna heal myself but I'm so conflicted
- I guess I'll just kill myself 'cause I'm too addicted
- Your love's like an addiction, my heartbeat just quickened
- I feel like I'm tripping, this coke I been sniffing
- Snorting this cocaine, I been goin' livid
- Mama told me to stay rigid and frigid
- But right now I can't 'cause I'm sickened
- I don't know why I'm still existing
- But I failed all my missions can't even do division
- I'm so fucking high and drunk I pay my mama no visits
- I'm so fucked up I've reached my limit
- And I've been gone for a few minutes
- She want me dead, bitch, I'm the exhibit
- Inside my head I feel so imprisoned
- (Inside my head my thoughts be explicit)
- Inside my bed my bed's like a prison
- How can I fix this when everyone's my critic?
- Take a trip to the clinic, mama said I was gifted
- I can never really give in, can I ever be forgiven?
- Used to be fucking timid 'til I started to mimic
- The bad people 'round me, we just politicking
- I can't do this shit no more, I feel like my life's just scripted
- I'm tired of your gimmicks, even if you're quick witted
- Can you please just quit it? I really wanna quit this shit
- My addiction is addicting, you're my ecstasy, my lifeline, forget it
- I can never really figure out who did this
- I was down bad on my dick, rags to riches
- You shoulda known I was a bitch, don't get religious
- And you ain't ever ever respect my wishes
- I was whipping shit in the kitchen
- While you was watching the Simpsons
- I had these visions 'bout my religion
- And I know and I know I've burnt all bridges
- And I had ambition, that's why I was so ambitious
- Now I'll be swimming with the fishes
- Your words are so vicious
- Is this love fact or fiction?
- 'Cause you got me so suspicious
- But the drugs are so delicious
- Started doing them way before double digits
- How to fix myself when you won't give me no hugs or kisses?
- You're malicious but goddamn I miss this
- Why do I miss it? Do you miss him? Do you miss this?
- I don't miss shit, but I miss it
- Rip the door off its hinges, I'm superstitious
- Your love gave me stitches, hmm
- There are no fixes, bury my pain in ditches
- I made a few pitches you didn't give 2 shits, bitch
- You know I grew into my britches
- And all of your friends are just snitches
- And you got my eye twitchin'
- Tell me why you're just fishing for info, I show no recognition
- If you was in my position, I feel my mood shifting
- My mood be switching with every vision
- I been waiting and wishing for my head to stop spinning
- And my gut just be twisting, I wanna rebuild the bridging
- And I know I need stitching, maybe I'm just trippin'
- I heard my body just ripping
- Your knife deep in my flesh, breath be hitching
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