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Fade Away
- It's being a long time since I been here
- The truth is I haven't been well,
- Got a lot of stuff on my mind
- Being battling some demons in me,
- Lately, it's been feeling like my world is crumbling,
- And I'm trying so hard to hold it together,
- Don't wanna tell anyone, because it feels attention grabbing,
- Lot of stuff racing through my mind,
- And I'm tryna keep it together,
- My mind is messed up, maybe I should just end it,
- I know I promised myself never to touch the knife,
- But how long can I hold on???
- People tell me I'm so positive, and that I have a good vibe
- If only they know...
- Thought I had it altogether,
- I felt I was finally healing,
- But it seems to not be the fucking case
- I'm tired of telling everyone I'm fine,
- When I'm not.
- Things are crumbling around me,
- My life is in shambles,
- I can't even pinpoint the exact point of the heartache,
- Feels like every problem I've ever had decided to crowd in on me,
- Everything feels suffocating,
- I can't stand crowds, even when I'm alone I still feel so crowded,
- I isolate myself, try to reduce my contact with people,
- And then I feel so lonely, so fucking lonely,
- And I'm so confused, what the fuck do I do???
- I don't know what to do anymore!!
- I give up, goddamn it, it is fucking unbearable,
- I can't even cry...
- It's like my feelings are playing with me,
- Christmas is coming, a time of cheer,
- But I'm drowning in sorrow, year after year.
- I'm probably gonna tell everyone that I'll have a good time,
- But I know I'm not.
- I try to be there for other people, I comfort them,
- But what about me??
- Someone once pointed out to me,
- "Your raps are so sad"
- Why not??? My life is so sad,
- Happiness seems fleeting...
- I've been trying to hold on, for my lil sis, I don't want her to suffer alone,
- for my friends here, for my best friend, Coh, I know I promised you, that I'll try to be better, and I did try.
- I do try to be brave,
- But the weight... I'm starting to cave
- Ambitions and dreams fading away
- Trapped in this nightmare day by day
- I give up,
- I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live either,
- I don't want to stay in this state of confusion, and bitterness,
- The devil wanna mess me up, fuck it, take me already,
- Why torture me like this????
- Just end it, I'll probably rot in hell...
- I feel myself fading away, slipping into the emotional void
- Music, my only solace, now destroyed
- I can't feel it anymore,
- I'm scared... I am so scared,
- It is dark, so dark,
- Help me, please...
- I'm fading, It is too much,
- Take me now, and let all this end...
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