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House Of Shattered Glass

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  2. (GenXjeezy)
  3. This is the story of my childhood being raised by a narcissistic abuser
  4. Abuse that made me believe I was a loser and fucked up my future
  5. My father hated me because he was jealous my mom gave me attention
  6. He didn't see either one of us as people because we were a possession
  7. He had to control every little detail of our lives and he ruled with oppression
  8. If things didn't go exactly as he wanted then he displayed his aggression
  9. I would get punched in the face, choked out and thrown down the stairs
  10. My head put through the wall and hit with textbooks, I still have nightmares
  11. He'd beat my mom bloody in front of me then tell me that it was all my fault
  12. My self esteem crumbled and I felt more than hopeless with every assault
  13. The verbal abuse was just as bad, I was told I was the mailman's kid
  14. He disapproved of, criticized and scrutinized every single thing that I did
  15. I was embarrassed and disappointed because I was never good enough
  16. Living with him was rough but it was all that shit that made me so tough
  17. I have so many mental illnesses from growing up in a house of shattered glass
  18. I had a narcissistic, addict, alcoholic teacher and being abused was the class
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  20. (unknownfemalerapper)
  21. Ive been through hella abuse even many kinds lemme introduce
  22. Mental and physical ive been through both it holds me like a fuckin noose
  23. Livin with my mom my stepdad is my main abuser
  24. He keeps punchin me down while im tryin to maneuver
  25. All shit happens behind closed doors
  26. I wish that these words were just fuckin metaphors
  27. The voices in my head are helping him deceive
  28. Askin me why, “Why don’t you fight back? Why don’t you just leave?”
  29. Askin me why i dont leave but its not that easy
  30. When im enduring the abuse no one knows and no one sees
  31. The trauma haunts me like a ghost in the dark
  32. Listenin to the constant mental abuse always tellin me im worth less than an old fart
  33. Growing up in this house it feels more like a cage
  34. Stepdad in the corner always filled with rage
  35. He’d come home from work with that look in his eyes
  36. Like a storm brewing close it brought tears to the skies
  37. The smallest things would trigger him even a word or a glance
  38. He goes to hit and you cant hear my silent scream to god for another chance
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  40. (GenXjeezy)
  41. All the abuse has given me mental illness like depression and PTSD
  42. Bipolar, ADHD, and Schizoaffective disorder are all part of my reality
  43. Oh and I have Anti Social Personality Disorder too which is also taboo
  44. Plus Polysubstance Use Disorder so I'm also an addict which is a big issue
  45. I have a fucked up worldview and a volatile temper you couldn't ever subdue
  46. Combine all my mental illness with that temper and you'll see carnage ensue
  47. After all I've been trough I am not about to start putting up with anyone's shit
  48. The fact that I can be cruel and heartless is something I'm willing to admit
  49. When it comes to my opps I have no empathy, sympathy or compassion
  50. For me power has a strong attraction and assault is just a typical reaction
  51. I have been to institutions, jail and state prison for committing violent acts
  52. Anytime something goes wrong I'll definitely be the one who overreacts
  53. I almost forgot, I also have a condition known as Intermittent Explosive Disorder
  54. So when I snap I black out and lose all self control and I'm capable of torture
  55. My level of crazy and demented is something you can't surpass, I'll kick your ass
  56. I'll show up on your doorstep and then it'll be your house that's full of shatttered glass
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  58. (unknownfemalerapper)
  59. Silent screams in the dark I learned how to appease
  60. Steppin on eggshells always beggin “Please”
  61. Each shout, every blow left a mark that never healed
  62. Memories replaying this trauma concealed
  63. The constant abuse has left me with many permanent scars and bruised
  64. Im like a punchin bag thats been overused
  65. The abuse has given me depression, PTSD, and anxiety
  66. It been causin more demons inside of me
  67. Countless nights lay awake, trapped inside my head
  68. Thoughts racing wild like a book never read
  69. Tears fall like rain each drop tells a story
  70. Life’s heavy burdens stripped away my glory
  71. Tried to open up was met with cold stares
  72. Disbelief and dismissal like nobody cares
  73. Through this hell like my mouth is taped shut nothing i can say
  74. The affects of this abuse will never go away

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