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It started when I was five
- It all started when I was five, he said "I have a surprise"
- Little did I know, I would hate myself more and more as I would grow
- He said we were "playing", ever since then I've been praying
- Praying that the memory of those four long years would go, no, I'll remember every day after tomorrow
- Eight years older than me but he still wanted to touch my fucking body
- I was only five, I hide all my depression and traumatization behind a litter of lies
- I fucking hate myself for not telling anyone, I want to shoot myself in the head with a gun
- It's not like they would believe me, he just walks the streets freely
- Every time I see him, I wish I was taken away by the Grim
- He tries to touch me, I can't breathe or see, I'm filled with anxiety
- Every other night I curl up and cry, they ask me if I'm okay I lie
- He ruined my innocent years, the innocence traded with tears
- All my prayers are ignored, all of my emotions are stored away
- Still to this day, he tries to ask if I "want to play"
- He's 21 now, I don't know if I can live another day, I will kill myself, I vow
- This is all over the place but I need to get it out
- I get tunnel vision and I can't breathe, all of my problems and insecurities are hidden behind my teeth
- I can only get away from the pain when there are red lines on my shirt, red blood stains
- I can't let anybody see underneath my sleeves, they'll call me a freak
- It started when I was five, lead on til I was about nine
- He said that we were just playing, fuck no my hearts racing, he touched me and I can't forget that. Help me. Help me. Help me.
- I can't tell my family because as of now, they're living happily
- I'm just so scared I need someones help
- This isn't a ploy for attention, I just can't live with myself
- His grimy hands all over me, fuck my life. My life was over by the time I turned five.
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