CHALLENGER'S RAP

• What happened to me? What happened to trust? What happened to love? What happened to us? a relationship now its fading to dust we were flying so high now its turned into rust i remember the days when love was so real you could totally be open to the way that you feel nothing was hidden nothing to conceal but nowadays tables turn like a wheel say im okay got friends who aint real got friends who are snakes they dont give a fuck how i feel let me down at every turn i play wit fire then i get burnt making mistakes i wont ever fuckin learn use me for money yea the P's that i earn then when i fall down they never return wont trust again im sick of bein hurt sick of crying and bein left in the fuckin dirt had so many planes been goin on tour but im dying inside from all the pills i done took. ive got no drive no more i was back on my feet then i fell to the fuckin floor i thought i was free now they closing the fucking door it was all a facade yea im fucked to the core think im finally done cant take anymore dont wanna hurt dont wanna cry dont wanna feel the way i feel inside waves takin over and im stuck in the tide so its finally time for my final goodbyes so to my girl and my family this my last letter that will ever be wrote because ill never stop hurtin and ill never feel better my mental health makin me feel insecure cant cope wit the times when im hurt in pain so many thoughts that are fucked on my brain had therapy sessions but i still feel the fucking same i rap to relieve dont rap for fame dont give a fuck who remembers my name i was sittin in my room yellin to my mama i cant take it dont give a fuck bout money mama i jus wanna make it too many people took my heart to jus break it i thought love was real but to many fake it love is fucked love is forsaken cant take a heartbreak im hella fucked up and i cant take another heartache got so many questions that i jus cant ask like how my smile jus disappear so fast? how can a light turn straight to black? how does a man forget his past? like pretend it never happened? and steam up the glass im not finna lie for awhile now ive been hurt always on edge anxiety lurkin my times nearly up and im closin curtains put a bullet right through my brain so that my death will be certain tried to get sum help but the help jus aint workin so im done this my final goodbye i think its finally time to finally leave and stop pretending im fine even though im fuckin hurt.