DEFENDER'S RAP

• Why be Southpaw when I claw people everywhere, dawg? Why act soft when I'm a hard shell, Mom?
• So many questions to ask without any answers like what happened when I was almost road splattered?
• Almost hit by a truck, now I'm mentally fucked up, is it my fault? Or the fault of my Mom's?
• I haven't seen her in over six months, she only reached out with a text once, not even a call (huh)
• Am I really that mentally fucked like my half-brother? Assault his Grandma and still can move on?
• No arrest papers? Now he's got a new job? Charles, what the fuck happened to the bro times we had?
• Am I really that bad? If you think that, just ask about what Willard 'n Skylar did.
• Forced sex? That's child molestation. You can't deny it, but somehow you get away with it.
• There's a lot of shit I've experienced and gone through that I haven't rapped about yet.
• You'd be surprised of my past. A step-father molesting my cousin? No wonder we're close no longer.
• Then I find out my Mom's mother wanted her to have an abortion when she had me 'n my sister.
• You should've listened, if you wanted to so bad, why didn't you risk it? You never bother to visit.
• There's still more of me to reveal to everyone, I just ain't done it 'cause I stretch it out long.
• Mom answer me! What the fuck did I do to hurt you?
• You spent this long hurting me, it's no wonder I hate you.
• And everyone wonders why I've trashed females before. It all stems back to my Mom, the whore.
• Sounds like a Dr. Seuss book, check the drawer 'n look. The knife's gone, guess what I took?
• At five I chased her with a knife, got back at her 'n made her scream 'n cry (Michael Myers time!)
• Then she favors my sister? Act like I don't exist 'till I grab a knife. Now your throat I'll slit.
• A hard shell built around me throughout time, now I doubt myself with truths and lies.
• Plagued by memories of my demise, it's still not an excuse for all these rhymed lines.
• Now it's too hard for me to open up and show my soft side.
• It's never been easy until I met 'Professional', she showed me another side of girls.
• I guess not all of them are bad, who would've thought through this frenzy and whirl?