CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Link to the beat because Rappad decided to be a bitch and not put the beat in.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Th4BWkfFDE
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• //Rap starts 0:27//
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• I wish I could carry this weight
• all the strikes through the hate
• got no time left just wait
• just to wait on my fate
• but wait gotta separate
• gotta get my mind straight.
• I'll Appreciate
• even if it wasn't great
• spread my thoughts through heavens gate.
• spread it through my diabolical tapes.
• but bless what god creates
• even though it's the same
• the same ole' pain...
• yuh...
• the same ole' pain
• yuh....
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• don't let my thoughts to my brain
• don't let myself thorough the pain.
• send the message through my vain.
• just want to jump out the lane.
• saying shit I ain't sayin'
• don't know if I am sane
• please just let me explain
• just to explain my name...
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• I don't wanna put up with all of this grief
• I don't wanna start thinkin' it's my belief.
• have some time to relief
• some time to breathe
• but to roll down my sleeve
• gotta make the cuts deep
• and I lie there and weep
• but I have to keep-
• I have to keep living
• even though I'd rather prefer my body be swinging.
• I don't wanna be a being
• can't keep up with my thinking.
• feels like it's itching
• not to sound like I'm bitching
• got to keep on the sipping.
• fold down the steps to be tripping
• my bleeding self to be tipping
• the pain just keeps coming and hitting
• I hope it stops I ain't kidding
• feels like my brain yeah it's ticking
• feels like the rush yeah it's kicking
• feels like my heart yeah it's ripping
• feels like the type that's committing
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• just to keep my self up to my head
• but still everyone would prefer if I was dead.
• I can't even imagine till the scene is covered in red
• the only thing that I'd ever dread.
• only thing I'd regret
• think about it in bed.
• wait till I'm upset
• I'd rather wait then forget I'd rather wait till I'm dead... I'd rather stay instead just stay while I'm fed.
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• //Rap ends 2:01//