CHALLENGER'S RAP

• walking in the halls
• minding my own business
• when suddenly I get shoved up against a wall
• he punches me in the stomach and to the ground, I fall
• away from him, I try to crawl
• tears threatening to spill out like a waterfall
• but then he picks me back up and throws his first back into my stomach faster than a fastball
• puking up blood
• I land on the ground with a thud
• tears streaming down my face like a flood
• he picks me up again and punches me in the face, it felt like getting stuck by a club
• he walks away with all the money I had in my pocket
• I get home and walk inside throw my books onto the carpet
• I lock myself in the bathroom with a knife
• I just wish he would quit
• I take my wrist and make a slit
• first, my parents split and now this
• I'm crying my eyes out in the bathroom and my mom takes notice
• she was gonna say something but she knows that getting through the walls I put up is hopeless
• my mom always tells me that I'm destined for greatness
• that one day I'll be on the news, that I'll be in magazines, that I'll be famous
• but regardless I still get treated like garbage
• I'm still treated like I'm worthless
• but I guess this was why God made me, this is my purpose
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• laying in my room drowning everything out
• inhaling and blowing out cloud after cloud
• drowning out everything that I don't want to hear, everything that is loud
• trying to get the image of her and her new boyfriend outta my head
• but that's hard when they are posting pics of them on social media and the internet
• light up another weed cigarette
• call up another bitch to try and help me forget
• look around me, my sheets are stained with red
• my phone goes off her friend sent me a thread
• its another picture of them they are just trying to make me upset
• the sadness in my body is starting to spread
• takin med after med to take away the pain and the regret
• I'm thinking about all that she said, you don't spend enough time thinking about me you're always thinking about you instead
• and you're so fucking depressed I mean just look at your wrists, they are covered in scars, how many times have you bled
• just thinking about that fills me with dread
• and who knows maybe at the end of this song I might actually take a gun and place it to my head and pump in some led
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• I'm sorry but we are over
• you're as lucky as a motherfuckin three-leaf clover
• maybe you should call me back when you are sober
• but until then this shoulder is just gonna keep getting colder and colder
• that's what she said to me, she told me I need to be more serious she called me the joker
• my self-confidence just keeps getting lower and lower
• and bitch now look at me, youve turned me into a motherfuckin stoner
• shedding so much blood, I could be a blood donor
• and bitch you treated me like a dog, woof woof, thats dog language for fuck you owner
• besides i should be the one dumping you
• throwing you away saying im threw with you
• you were a cheating machine and i dont mean a few guys
• every single week there was 5 new guys
• fuck it, im done with you
• bitch, takin both middle fingers and holdin them up to you
• walkin away, saying screw you