Alone Pt. II

Look,

I've been in depression since the seventh grade

Now I'm older but I still haven't changed

I'm at the point where I can't find no one else to blame

But myself for the problems that don't relate to me I'm ashamed

I've made 590 attempts at suicide

But death is a bitch and wouldn't take me for a ride

I always hear my friends telling me that they tryna die

And I can't think of nothing else to say so I just ask why

They tell me their life problems and they just bitch and complain

And as they reach the middle of the story they act like they ashamed

And at this point I tell em hold up now this ain't part the game

And i can't think of what to do so i just fucking sing

I've been in depression since the seventh grade

Now I'm older but I still haven't changed

I'm at the point where I can't find no one else to blame

But myself for the problems that don't relate to me I'm ashamed

I've made 590 attempts at suicide

But death is a bitch and wouldn't take me for a ride

They start telling me to stop I'm starting to make them cry

I tell them I ain't worth your tears please just let me die

Look,

I've been in depression since the seventh grade

Now I'm older but I still haven't changed

I'm at the point where I can't find no one else to blame

But myself for the problems that don't relate to me I'm ashamed

I've made 590 attempts at suicide

But death is a bitch and wouldn't take me for a ride

I always hear my friends telling me that they tryna die

And I can't think of nothing else to say so I just ask why

They tell me their life problems and they just bitch and complain

And as they reach the middle of the story they act like they ashamed

And at this point I tell em hold up now this ain't part the game

And i can't think of what to do so i just fucking sing

I've been in depression since the seventh grade

Now I'm older but I still haven't changed

I'm at the point where I can't find no one else to blame

But myself for the problems that don't relate to me I'm ashamed

I've made 590 attempts at suicide

But death is a bitch and wouldn't take me for a ride

They start telling me to stop I'm starting to make them cry

I tell them I ain't worth your tears please just let me die

Please,

This is not your fault

Please,

You don't have to bawl

Please,

This is my choice to make

Please,

Don't blame yourself for my mistakes

Please,

Just let me bury myself in shame

Please,

I feel so alone

Please,

Just leave me alone

And Baby Girl

I'm sorry if this hurts you

If I only had one way to show you that I really love you

Then let my death be a message to you babe I really do love you

So please give me one chance to make it up to you before I hit the dirt and have to live without you

Baby Girl

I've been in depression since the seventh grade

Now I'm older but I still haven't changed

I'm at the point where I can't find no one else to blame

But myself for the problems that don't relate to me I'm ashamed

I've made 590 attempts at suicide

But death is a bitch and wouldn't take me for a ride

They start telling me to stop I'm starting to make them cry

I tell them I ain't worth your tears please just let me die

Please just let me die

Please just let me die

Goodbye