Self Notable(stan remix)

Now my teas gon cold and I don't know why

I even fuckin try

I still might fuck this up

no I aint had enough

I guess your the one with the tough luck

dont get to mad it's just toughh love but just know it's not so bad

It's not so bad

 

Now my teas gon cold and I don't know why

I even fuckin try

I still might fuck this up

no I aint had enough

I guess I'm the one with the tough luck

dont get to mad it's just toughh love but just know it's not so bad

It's not so bad

 

Dear Homie, I'm goin away there is no prollem

we've beefed before but this time I gotta get put in the column

I strive to be the best thats why these lyrics I jot 'em

I'll prolly just end up bein a janitor or somethin'

this rap shit has made me an alcoholic I feel like I've hit rock bottom

But anyways, fuck it,tell me somethin', how'd you become so stable?

I've been trying to sign a label it's just this rap shit got me spinnin like a dreidel

you know I'm here fo you homie, I'll kill a mothafucka if you say so

I feel like a fazed ghost and this rap game made a mold

I had to sell my soul not just a part the whole thing

I had a friend kill himself over some trolling, how do I deal with that

I mean for real I don't mean to make a big ordeal but thats

just sad man it hurts like a fuckin third degree burn

I'd agree with him in terms of events but, I don't wanna hurt him the way he hurt me

surley you understand I'm not that crazy

Anyways, you my homie man, hit me back,

Just to chat, truly yours, your crummy g

Young Shady

 

Now my teas gon cold and I don't know why

I even fuckin try

I still might fuck this up

no I aint had enough

I guess I'm the one with the tough luck

dont get to mad it's just toughh love but just know it's not so bad

It's not so bad

 

Dear Bz, you still ain't messeged back, I hope you have a min

I ain't mad, I'm just tired of this bullshit

this hoe broke up with me and I still love her she's now gettin dick in her clit

what the fuck do I do I was this close to suicide cause of this bitch

and I know she's gonna read this but I don't care this is to you homie

come on, help me man I mean it's not like you owe me

infact it's the other way around you made me holy in the state of rap

no more stealing no more bending the rules I do my own shit

but any ways back to this chick, Her name's Aurora

at least I think it's spelled like that, dawg, I don't mean to bore ya

I just need to get this shit off my chest, you the ooly one I can talk to this about,

see the problem was it took one day and it all went south

just as I was ready to hop in a coupe and by a ring

she boxed me out of the circle and had a new thing

for Wonton5oup, and I was fine with it when we were friends

but... somethin changed in me I wanted it to end

I was so upset that I fell into a depressed state

and even though she tells me she still loves me as a friend it still hurts

that shit maks me wanna jusp on this verse and kill first

like how the fuck you gon like someone who loves you more than you'll ever know

then fuckin break their mothafuckin heart cause you like someones jokes

But she don't know how much I love her, surley she just thinks I'm crazy

She don't know what its like to love her so much and how I feel, please hit me back

you're the only one who can take this knife out shit I need to lie down

Sincerely yours, Justice

P.S. If she ask about me, Im dead

 

Now my teas gon cold and I don't know why

you even fuckin try

I still might fuck you up

no I aint had enough

I guess I'm the one with the tough luck

dont get to mad it's just toughh love but just know it's not so bad

It's not so bad

 

Dear Brian,

This will be the last package I ever send your ass

I just got back from my therapy and shits wack

She told me I had PTSD and thats why I wont let go of that Arorua

so I put a cap in that whore I got home with the gat straped at the door

I'm really ready but I aint gon do it right now cause I know my real friends will miss me

Hey bro, have you ever seen pissed me

it aint pretty it's like the Atlantic city

not the one under water, the one above the surface thats burning

but don't think I'm killin over a girl I aint it's this world

it's fucked up, latley it seems like everyone's against me

and I only got four real friends so if you here your name don't hide out

I love ya'll your my family and no one will ever replace yall even if I die out

AHB, Str1de, Ren666, and LNCL ya'll are true and even though I just met you

Cypher_Riffulezzz so are you now if there was anyone that I missed

then you are too i guess oh and Wonton5oup I still got respect for you

after all you did what I let you do

and yes feelings have changed like on some death on coupe

you're with her now so I hope you treat her well

I'm tryng not to dwell but everyday that passes my heart swells

and don't worry I won't say her name and she aint a hoe

she just gets horny off of every single word and new girl can tell she does it for you

she might love you but she send you nudes to make you happy she don't like it dude

Well, gotta go to hell now, oh yeah and I still love you bitch

Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed hide this from my parents, shit? *Gun Shot*

Now my teas gon cold and I don't know why *Gun Shot*

I even fuckin try *Gun Shot*

I still might fuck this up

no I aint had enough

I guess I'm the one with the tough luck

dont get to mad it's just toughh love but just know it's not so bad

It's not so bad

 

...TO BE CONTINUED