I overthink shit

the assets, i got come passive, so i think massive, amounts,

of people think i wont amount,

to anything in their life, and maybe theyre right,

cause all i can do is write and overthink my feelings, when dealing with giving them up,

i aint nuts but am, but not enough to leave a last-ing impression,

i always feel tension,

arising out my timing, im lying, when i say im fine with being, alone,

at the end of my road, i want someone to hold,

that won't cheat, wont compete with me in being, a good person,

im worst with expressin when im hurtin,

i want someone to work with, and the thing ive learnt is, i gotta turn in,

a direction i want, not just get someone on my cock,

but someone that'd spot, me and just say, how was your day,

and talking enough, but pause it bruh,

people change feelings fade, its all insane,

to think someone'll be, with someone who barely speaks,

and im paranoid to the extreme, jealousy always peaks,

every new day in the relationship, shit..am i even relayin shit, to you?

whos you, someone I wont know till 2022, ha as if...im going static,

every new year comes with less passion,