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No matter what I'm doing, I let people see it
Gave my privacy, a human right, basic freedom
Chinese mass data collection, live notification and billions see it
Imagine if it was backwards, what do you hide from people
This isn't just rapping, that's just how I gained traction, how I merge industries and demographics
But if anyone else had this life I wouldn't see it lasting
Because what I don't speak of, shit I'll say that I beat it
Give a fuck who knows, since it won't suck itself and no one can teach it
Back to why this intro was needed, when that light switch flips, still no privacy here
Personally I ignore it, through time it became the new normal
Plus if I entertainment myself I don't have to worry about boredom
This is my story and I barely leave the house, what would your story speak of
Everyone since chattering as if it might bother me but that's something you're not gonna see
Nah fuck yall, it doesn't matter to me, not stopping rapping dreams, so go ahead laugh at me
That's time you could spend with family, after cheese, or practice if you gonna try rapping
I know who I am, and I know what I believe in, in your story what would we be seeing?
And what the fuck I've been doing, Jesus Christ, I mean you've seen it
So many around the industry are calling what I'm doing impossible if not surprising
Envy brings about seething, and I know if you critique it that means you couldn't be it
No person controls who says what if it's too someone else
So talk all you want but at least admit I've done it well
Lead up to a single possiblity but never gonna fail
Just want a rail, then get the smoke while I build up the movement,
Yellow brick trail's straight loco, could've said you're new to the money smell
Get the experience, can't explain it fully in one of these tales
I don't even bring it up, but they're saying it's clean as fuck
Didn't think I could, y'all may be next but I'm leading up
Aimed to start at the top, just wait I've almost reached it
I was thirteen and lowkey working, no one heard it but I told you it was seeded
Shrugged off as a dreamer unaware of the goal and plan to achieve it
So don't call me conceited when I was doing this while you were sleeping
Giving people something to believe in and plus I'm gonna feed 'em
Y'all don't understand, every bit of this was to plan
Immature kid's nights spent trying to make sure life's good when I've become a man
Gave this more of me than parties and any shorty, added to the depression partly but that's on me
And this is all me, no advice on concepts and hear disrespect if you try changing what I write
This shits been my whole life, most days, and all nights at least when eyes wide
I was wired, that's what I meaning with that line, I'm just thinking outside the box
Switch to the option on 'em, handoff back to running outside the tackle
A meaning in it, detailed in these rhymes hiding the lines that are typed with structuring
The game was never loving me, try to keep me out like I wouldn't be the one to wait
Shit, you're gonna see, fuck about now, the numbers sent is what I want to see
Not an actor, not a gangster, I'll even say that I'm not rapper, cover so many facets you can only call me an entertainer
Did all this without mentors or teachings or a trainers, ready for paper and the days I'll teach it
Let thoughts come as they fall, word it while staying calm and never use a filter
And y'all call it being real but, if anyone can do it not one of is at all skillful
Caused rifts, burned bridges, but there's a cost if it's worth earning
Shit I was about to be done in or I was about to start running, many want me slumped here
But never know how things could start turning, should've been on a gurney in the ward
Then one person heard these words and that's when the journey starts
Thirteen pulling overnighters writing, working hard, with nothing more than the dirt weed bong
Almost ten years in and this is where you're beginning to witness in the writtens
Hard for me to correctly word a sentence, plus differing interests mean most aren't listening, but it seems as if I found somewhere I fit it
Somewhere awkwardness doesn't make seem timid, when I'm just quiet, if I flip, it's no different
To and from, trip rode in silence and with no guidance...y'all just mind y'all's business
It's like that with this, quietness can also be from confidence that was thought of better off to try to hide
Made it clear where I stand on this, violence given means violence it begets, but mastering the mind is how I ride
Disarm and calm them before minor fights have one time ticket you for a misdemeanor crime
Days pass it seems the issues gone, then you can watch the real reasoning shine
Depending on how serious the beef is, ends can meet what's needed
Get what I mean but for right now I'm through speaking because you know as well as me that's not what a G does
Real recognize real, trying to plan on how to write an appeal
But I'll be back when I feel the times here, a few hours if not around I'll say tonight, 8 or 9, progress and grind
I demand respect

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Orphic
Member since June 29 2020

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