Denied Help
• Written by Sarclownstrophe
Sarclownstrophe's Notes
I can't reply yet, but thanks to whomever likes this and leaves nice/ constructive comments.
Cut, I've cut again,
Shut, shut up again,
I can't describe this pain,
Like burning in the rain.
Help, help me again?
No, you can't help again!
I don't wanna burden you,
Fucking can't explain to you!
'Cause I'm recluse, fucked, a breaking in the making,
No reason to awaken, so I just lay here writhe and shakin'.
Hidden from this world, keeping, weeping, confiding in myself,
Ain't fucking got no one else, fuck this state of self.
Fuck, clustered up this pain, it leaves then crawls back again,
Raped by emotion, torturous erosion, repugnant self explosion,
Bleeding me of meaning, you should know that I'm seething,
ain't got no feeling, come close and I’ll send you reeling!
Cut, I've cut again,
Shut, shut up again,
I can't describe this pain,
Like burning in the rain.
Help, help me again?
No, you can't help again!
I don't wanna burden you,
Fucking can't explain to you!
Expression has long since gone, now I'm left with only one,
It's ugly, disfigured, burned up in the rain, rain left me with more pain,
Drowning once again, soaking in my shame, it's only right place the blame,
They say no pain no gain, but I'm fed up with this fucking game!
Cut, I've cut again,
Shut, shut up again,
Can't describe this pain,
Like burning in the rain.
Help, help me again?
No, you can't help again!
I don't wanna burden you,
Fucking can't explain to you!
Bleeding and squealing, I'm abusive to myself,
I said there's no one else, 'cause I deny their fucking help!
Fading and crazing, torment never leaving,
Keeping me of breathing, forced me into kneeling,
Submissive to my rage, it lasts through any age,
Capturing and steeling, reaping and deceiving,
Sunk to far this time, no going back to start,
Living this way is art, art on skin, I've dug my razor in...
Now I'm sick, shit, quit! (x4)
Good-bye!
