Sleep

I'm like those teddy bears just sitting there inside of a claw machine

It's 1 o'clock, the lights are off, but I'm not asleep

If this was because of porn, then it wouldn't bother me

So many in their dreams, what did I do to not get picked

 

Feels like I should be solving something, what's the problem then?

Maybe I should try harder, it's not as complicated as

I think it is, I shouldn't wait to make it all just end

maybe these thoughts will fade away if I follow them

 

My eyes closed tight, but I'm wide awake

will I find a reason to cry today?

think about a girl I could never have

keep turning forever and wake up to the light of day

 

My eyes closed tight, but I'm wide awake

will I find a reason to cry today?

think about a girl I could never have

keep turning forever and wake up to the light of day

 

One night, I asked myself why people die?

I've got a better one, why are we alive

why are some people mean? why are people nice?

Wish I could stop these questions and just sleep, 'cause I'm tired

 

This is supposed to be my mind, but it feels like I'm a guest

I want to be the one making decisions, not somebody else

'cause that is what it feels like, I'm yelling out for help

wait, I've been wearing it all day, what's the color of my dress?

 

 

I'm thinkin about my skinny friend, who looks like a skeleton

why do I look like an elephant who's developing melons and

I'm thinkin about my mental health, even though that doesn't help

I'm thinking about irrelevant stuff, none of this is making sense

 

what will I be doing right now if I was the president?

after a second I'm questioning my existence

and this isn't fun, the way my brain works is scaring me

thoughts coming out of nowhere I was only prepared to sleep

 

My eyes closed tight, but I'm wide awake

will I find a reason to cry today?

think about a girl I could never have

keep turning forever and wake up to the light of day

 

My eyes closed tight, but I'm wide awake

will I find a reason to cry today?

think about a girl I could never have

keep turning forever and wake up to the light of day