I need you

Im battling pain,

I know,

 

It takes awhile to understand my mind,

I got your name on rewind,

Its a maze,

Its so easy to know where it leads,

Its you, its always you.

 

Lost deep in thought, my hearts always being brought to a stop.

I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to think.

These voices are keeping me awake, I have to know what you think.

 

I'm going under, and I know I'm screwed.

Everythin' keeps ruining my mood.

All my thoughts only lead back to you.

 

I never know what your next word will be,

I wanna be free from the idea of you and me.

I don't want us to end, but it's so hard to defend.

To keep these thoughts from eating me alive, I cannot thrive.

 

I know you're going to leave.

and it is eating me alive from the inside.

I know I was naive to think I could keep you safe and hidden away.

With that.

My world is grey, where did all my colour go?

I know you have in in your soul, I need you.

Don't leave.

 

You're a thief, you have my heart.

That's easy enough to see, please stop taunting. I don't wanna cry,

I like having you on rewind, in my mind. These doubts just get to me.

Maybe I've been acting a little crazy, lately, I never meant to dwell on this.

I just put my heart into this.

 

Its hard to wear your heart on your sleeve.

When you have been deceived.

Breaking thoughts, trying to drown them out.

just so that I can have no doubt.