Questions

Suicide, it's on my mind every day

wonder would their lives be better if i wasn't in the way

wonder what i gotta do to maybe one day feel okay

sit and think about it realise i just wasn't thinking straight

yuh it's not my fault it's in my brain

let the whiskey wash away the pain do you feel the same

i feel ashamed, feel like a fraud, like i'm a fake

haven't had a single moment that could justify the pain

going insane

do you feel what i feel

have you ever had the feeling that this life isnt real

if there's a god i'd like to ask him what the fuck is the deal

why did he make me out of flesh if life could cut through steel

yuh this shit feels surreal

heartbreak and jealousy for every meal

if its a test then whats the answer can you please reveal

i dont get it can you tell me what the fuck is the deal

yuh cause this life isn't fair

they say you love us all but i don't really think that you care

you dont do a thing to prove it just sit up there and stare

if you want us to be happy why is happiness rare

dont think it is? then why do people relate

how many people out there given up on faith

when shit is rough you look down on us with parental disgrace

so i get high and get to drinking til i get in a state

and if i die i still dont think you'll let me into your place

think you and i need to sit down and have a face to face

how could you hide away in heaven and then leave us to chase

eternal life but ties are severed if we have too much hate

 

cause life is built to tear you down, we're all made to die

i'm tryna smile but it turns round i can't take this life

mum i swear it's not your fault that i need to get high

i just can't cope with being sober, i'm just tryna get by