How It All Ends
• Written by Big_RESS
Big_RESS's Notes
These are some of the lyrics for a song off my Upcoming Album Called “Low Points Of My Life 2”. I made this song after I was at a point in my life where I thought “So this is how it all ends”
(0:15)
As I sit down and look at my options
I realize that there’s none left
I never thought I’d get to this point
(0:31)
I feel like I’m walkin into a conspiracy
Of some oddly warped fallacy
Walking down this road
Carryin a heavy load
Of shit that I gotta do
I reached the end
But it’s not what I had in mind
My shit had to be realigned
I dealt wit this before but now it’s unforgivin
Ion have anythang to be givin (It’s hard out here)
Do I really deserve to be this aggravated
At times where it’s suddenly unrelated
I really think there’s more to this
So much boils down to a wild outcome
Now I gotta drink it away with rum
But no I can’t give in to that
I gotta be so much better than that
So this is how it all ends
Losses and lost friends
Being left with nothin but hope
Holding on to an uncut rope
I really wonder how it all ends
Rainbows and sunshine?
And my ability to say
that I’m financially fine?
It began with unrecorded raps
Then slowly came into traps
Some had unclear reasons
I never changed wit the seasons
Cuz I’ve always been myself
Hate it when history repeats itself
And I’m stuck wit a hopeful chapter
Of my life in the books
And a repeat of dark days
That I thought was just a phase
I gotta take another shot
Against the overwhelmin probability
Of my hope bein shattered to obscurity
“This is what u get when you a gangsta”
Ok ok but this shit chose me homie
I neva had a say in this
Aimed toward writin a new endin
One that’s nowhere near jarrin
So this is how it all ends
Losses and lost friends
Being left with nothin but hope
Holding on to an uncut rope
I really wonder how it all ends
Multiple Rainbows and sunshine?
And my ability to say
that I’m financially fine?
So many times I met grief
And I got hella beef
Wit dat and my current situation
All I wanna do is afford to feed a nation
But that’s half the point
Cuz I’m just bringin my own perspective
I gotta say it’s impressive
Movin on I stepped into an impasse
And now I needa get past
All the burdens
All the restrictions
I be in denial
On a big X-File
It’s like the river Nile
Nothin but an ugly Aftermath
Hard shift in the graph
Of how happy I am
It’s all on a cam
Memories speedin up
It built up to this harsh crack-up
But this ain’t no comedy
It’s a straight tragedy
So this is how it all ends
Losses and lost friends
Being left with nothin but hope
Holding on to an uncut rope
I really wonder how it all ends
Rainbows and sunshine?
And my ability to say
that I’m financially fine?
Mental downpours get the best of me
Had so many visions
And now they’re all in jeopardy
Even I’m not perfect man
Runnin toward a destination
that’s movin away from me
I can’t catch up to it
Is this even timely
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Big_RESS
Member since December 22 2018