Upset!

every prop I get ill prop two songs

 

(INTRO)

You know,

Sometimes everybody has those days,

Where their lives catch up with them and they're walking around in a daze

People say that there's millions of different ways

to break those chains,

and walk away;

yeah, but I just can't seem to figure it out

and I'm ready to flip the fuck out

straight up on god I cant see how,

I can stay alive,

without the lies, cause

 

(CHORUS)

Y'all don't know what's going on inside my head

I'm screaming in pain until I'm seeing red

I'm just layin in my bed

finger on the trigger

bullet in the chamber, yeah, yeah

I'm upset!

Y'all might figure out where I am after I'm dead

but for now I'm putting this barrel to my head

you can cry

I don't care

say Y'all tried

its all lies, yeah, yeah,

I'm upset!

 

(VERSE 1)

I'm walking around, this smiles a mask,

That happy man you see, he's just an act

it feels like the weight of the world is on my back

my burdens and sins are like blasts from the past!

yeah they haunt me every single day,

terrorize me in every conceivable way

and its starting to get to me, mayday, mayday!

feels damn near impossible to ignore what they say

they're telling me, that its all my fault

"she left for a reason," its like a mental assault

and every single time, I'm forced to answer their call

it refreshes the pain like a wound covered in salt

 

(CHORUS)

Y'all don't know what's going on inside my head

I'm screaming in pain until I'm seeing red

I'm just layin in my bed

finger on the trigger

bullet in the chamber, yeah, yeah

I'm upset!

Y'all might figure out where I am after I'm dead

but for now I'm putting this barrel to my head

you can cry

I don't care

say Y'all tried

its all lies, yeah, yeah,

I'm upset!

 

(VERSE 2)

Sometimes people notice and they stare

they act like I'm a freak, its not fair

I try to smile or wave back, but nothing's there

if this is the cost, then it's way to high of a fucking fare!

don't they realize I just wanna be left alone?

cant they see I just wanna go back home?

but no, I'm stuck in this labyrinth that I roam

this head of mine is worse than a room padded with foam

then out of the darkness rays of light peek through

someone really wants to help?

it sounds to good to be true

they want me to trust in them, what should I do?

I never thought help was possible or that it'd come so soon!

but its in my nature to be skeptical

if I get let down again, its fucking typical.

 

(CHORUS)

Y'all don't know what's going on inside my head

I'm screaming in pain until I'm seeing red

I'm just layin in my bed

finger on the trigger

bullet in the chamber, yeah, yeah

I'm upset!

Y'all might figure out where I am after I'm dead

but for now I'm putting this barrel to my head

you can cry

I don't care

say Y'all tried

its all lies, yeah, yeah,

I'm upset!

 

(VERSE 3)

I should have known that no one and nothing could help,

I could care less, all of you can go to hell

there's no return, the darkness is back but now its a friend

this is it, the road less travelled is at its end!

I don't care what people say no more

I know I'm finished, I'm losing this goddamn war

on god I cant take no fucking more

I'm ready to walk into this gun store

buy some ammo buy a Glock

now I'm racin gainst the clock

runnin round shootin up the block

with an a-k with a stock

I ain't ever gonna stop

imma keep goin and goin and goin until I drop!

 

(CHORUS)

Y'all don't know what's going on inside my head

I'm screaming in pain until I'm seeing red

I'm just layin in my bed

finger on the trigger

bullet in the chamber, yeah, yeah

I'm upset!

Y'all might figure out where I am after I'm dead

but for now I'm putting this barrel to my head

you can cry

I don't care

say Y'all tried

its all lies, yeah, yeah,

I'm upset!

 

(OUTRO)

This is what Y'all wanted right?

it's okay, I put up a hell of a fight...

I went so long fighting these voices in my head...

all telling me, I'm better off dead.....