Silence

I live in the dead of night

Oblivious to the demons in sight

In absence of the light despite

The silence keeping me up at night

I dont expect you to understand

Just know that I'm damned

Just leave me alone I know where you stand

I know what the voices demand.

The voices in my head

They Want me dead

They want my brain full of lead

There screaming so loud

Its rattling my brain

I can feel my energy drain

My boys ask my why I'm sad

It's an everyday thing

Bitch I just want silence

I want to look up to god for guidance

It's time to fight for independence

Time fight for acceptance

Time to gain my confidence

Bitch I just want silence

I'm ready for the consequence

Bring on the apocalypse

The demons against me

Will understand there incompetence

I will fight they think me weak

I promise it's just a stereotype

It's not over till I'm dead

I'll promise you I'll come out ahead

Cause I'm not giving up

Starting to build myself up

Beginning to redevelop

My soul is an investment

I have no resentment

Now I'm independent

Mr superintendent

My mind is finally silent