loosing my mind

i swear to god i've been loosing my mind i've been staying up late at night

 

because i don't feel alright

 

people have been breaking my connection now people just think its aggression

 

but the thing is i don't get attention people are asking me all these questions

 

their wondering why i'm so depressed but then the next day they just wanna ignore me like i don't mean

nothing anymore

 

i swear to god i'm loosing my mind sometimes people just think i'm crazy but im not im just not doing alright

 

i been thinking lately is it me or is it the weed ive been smoking lately because i havent been feeling myself lately

 

its like depression wants me but i dont want him because he is killing me lately

 

i just wish everything can be ok because im not surrounded by people that love me cause they hate me

 

like im loosing my mind

 

i should just turn into sugar so everyone loves me and thinks im sweet but thats not gonna happen because i can only be me

 

like i should just go pull the fire drill and let everyone go crazy ..ughhhh...

IM FUCKING loosing my mind

 

i just wish i had a glass of wine to stop the whining

 

im loosing my mind i said i have said this a thousand times but nobody seems to hear me

 

so this is how im loosing my mind so imma go back to sleep for a while and mabye you guys will come and visit me in the cradle

 

i swear to god im not fuckin stable but its ok imma go chill on the money table.