Darkness

Suicide

Live or die

No one cares till you die

Then they want to cry

Bro fly high he was a good guy

Motherfuckers dont

want to see the signs

They dont want to read

between the lines

They lock your ass in the

room and turn off the lights

Looking over the edge but

I'm scared of heights

Begging you to grasp me so I dont fall

But slippin over this waterfall

As I look down to the pit of darkness

I can feel the demons making me heartless

Telling me if I don't jump

nothing will change regardless

I'm taking my first step

Not looking back no regret

I'm ready to pay my debt

Let me get into the right mindset

One more cigarette

Let me wipe of this sweat

I'm just a sad vet ready to forget

I can feel the demons pulling me down

Riding me like a marigolround

I desperately wanted the light

At the end of the tunnel but I feel

God is punishing me like I'm a criminal

Pointing me out like an individual

If he let's me into heaven Itll be a miracle

Enough is enough I'm ready to jump

I'm ready to accept my imminent punishment

Spare me your sentiment cast me with judgment

But nothing you say will change today

I'll see you again someday.