Insanity

Sanity is overrated

i'd much rather be hated,

and crazy instead

of loved and normal in the head

i got no desire to change

not with money, fame or age,

not for no one, except myself.

i ain't doing this for my health

too much insanity, to be loved be humanity

the voices i hear get loud

no one else hears a sound

i couldn't care less

my mental state is a mess

i see things no one else can

surprised i ain't got a ban

from being out in the world

wishing i'd just curled

up and died

first time i tried

relieving my worst memories like i'm

there, but i ain't gone back in time

 

I know you wanna be loved and insane

but those two worlds ain't the same

so for now endure your pain

because i'm sure it'll pay off

and i don't need to do a seance

to tell you'll be loved

for who you are instead of shoved

it's just gonna take a little time

 

Moving on

hearing the voices scream as on

telling me to it out

i can tell without a doubt

it'll get me locked

and probably someone knocked up

i guess i'm just a mess up

but i swear i'll never suck up

to anyone in the game

no matter their level fame

i'll get a tattoo of a hundred like my song

slap bang on my tongue

you all heard me didn't you

tell me what am i to do

hearing voices seeing people,

it's all in my head

every day a little more dead

fighting for control of my body

all my family say "god he

keeps waking wasted

what a waste"

but i'll never be replace-

-d however, just in case

there's something i... nah, ain't the place

or time, maybe tonight

ill tell you all why write

but here's the chorus

there'll be a reason for all this

 

I know you wanna be loved and insane

but those two worlds ain't the same

so for now endure your pain

because i'm sure it'll pay off

and i don't need to do a seance

to tell you'll be loved

for who you are instead of shoved

it's just gonna take a little time

 

Dipping in and outta

coherence but don't matter

i'll rise to the top of the game

i'd sell my soul for that, not fame

but already sold it

buyer turned cold it

must've been pure black

explains why i'm so whack

all the things i lack

y'all should've seen

the person i could've been

i was so happy as a child

i almost always smiled

but things changed fast

now that's the past

realities a game

good thing i'm insane

 

I know you wanna be loved and insane

but those two worlds ain't the same

so for now endure your pain

because i'm sure it'll pay off

and i don't need to do a seance

to tell you'll be loved

for who you are instead of shoved

it's just gonna take a little time