"Doubts" snippet

Unexpected/

Get in my way you'll regret it/

I don't play by rules, I set 'em/

Do my best, that's what's expected/

My fears, angers, and doubts, they're too freakishly consistent/

They pop up out of nowhere/

Stop and blink and you might miss it/

Wish I could just get ridda them/

Tell myself, "Hey look man you did it"/

But their way of weighin' on me is just too sneakily efficient/

I bury insecurities, but trauma digs 'em up/

Laugh at myself, "Ha ha you messed up"

Maybe it's time to try to drink from a different cup/

But it's kinda hard to move, when you just feel like you're stuck/

Yeah, I wake up and think I might have a good day/

Then life runs me over like a freight train/

And meanwhile the doubt is always suffocating/

And still, my anger ain't even added in the equation/

My unpredictability is insane/

Amazing, ly hard to contain/

I'm fading, please somebody save me/

I'm going off the edge and will I survive?/

Maybe/