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[Intro: Gjan]
Seems you know what I want
My mind is full, it's full of you
It doesn't seem we were right
Another lie, another fight
Now every night, I tell myself
Stop thinkin' about him, you're losin' your mind here
But every time I'm doin' this
Refusin' it, I'm foolin' myself
Oh, oh, oh, oh, foolin' myself
 
 
[Chorus: Gjan]
Oh, so naive, oh, I couldn't see
This love wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
I tell myself, it's not who I am
Understand it wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
 
 
[ManicJay Verse 1]
Hey uh -
I know that ain't gunna answer -
But I'll just leave you a message -
Lately it's been getting hard -
I don't know if you do notice -
But I'm barely holdin' composure -
I feel our love but it's over -
Homie screenshotted what you sent to him -
Not the response that I was expecting -
Expected too much, huh? -
Guess you need a explanation for it -
Honestly I do not have one -
I'm mad sprung -
I don't wanna feel what I do feel -
But the feeling is there -
So am I suppose to be acting like I'm happying?
I'm not - I told you I kept it 100 -
I'm 100 on that fact that I lost what I had -
And he got what I want -
So why the fuck am I still addicted to you?
Ion got a clue - But you don't speak the truth -
You always spoken bad about me -
How I stolen from you -
How I fucked over us -
How I ruined your trust -
But what about you?
The anger was there - the psycho in air -
The cycle is never ending -
I guess I'm happy to be treated badly -
I guess I'm loving the rush -
Of you not giving a fuck -
Or how you sent me a pic -
Of you and this man -
Cause you don't think in advance -
So when I respond -
I'm the ass?
What happened to the girl I fell in love with?
The one that held me and said she'd never lose me?
But then she lost me - now I'm paying the cost -
While my heart is ripped out - you're getting a new start!
 
 
[Chorus: Gjan]
Oh, so naive, oh, I couldn't see
This love wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
I tell myself, it's not who I am
Understand it wasn't meant to be
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Tell me why I still keep checkin' my phone
 
 
Yo uh -
Can you answer? -
I'm sorry for reaching out -
But I - had a dream about your daughter -
I'm just hoping that we can discuss about it -
Maybe getting some closure -
I just feel like a burden -
I never speak down on you -
Eye to eye - I'll lie and say that I'm fine -
But we both kno that I'm not speakin' the truth -
So what the fuck is to lose?
If I just step in this booth -
And start letting my feelings loose? -
"Justin's always getting drunk" -
"Justin can't handle responsibility" -
But you ain't feeling me -
But I'm be feeling you -
Like you belittle me -
Honestly - show no sympathy -
But you don't kno what you mean to me -
So enemies - isn't fair to me -
I dropped to my knees - I always pleaded to stay -
But you ain't feeling the same - So I'm taking the blame -
Dis the reason why I sit in the rain - beat playin -
Re-watching videos of the family I use to claim -
This shit is harder than I ever expected -
Never regretting the fact - that I was there for your ass -
When you wanted to die - I had your back and I tried -
To do everything in my power just to help you survive -
But at the end of the night -
I can feel us divide -
So what's the purpose of riding if you ain't riding with someone -
That doesn't have any respect or even the decency to let them go easily?
I'm hoping everything goes away Immediately -
Cause I'm sick of feeling this pain -
I just want it to go away -

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