LaTe nighTs

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You wouldn't let us go, Let it go, let me go,
Quit crying and being a little hoe,
Get with the vibe, follow my flow,
Yeah, This is for you-
Hardcore, Broke my heart again- Score
I don't wanna be around you anymore,
(Yeh)
I was always tired, But never of you-
You were always lying whoever knew,
Throw me a sign, Boy throw me a clue,
Now I'm looking at us in a new kind of view,
Called me out of no where's, hang up out the blue,
Left with no place but to continue, Yeah, this was the issue,
If your love was so truthful, Why did it feel so dull?
I mean I thought you weren't anything I couldn't handle,
In attention, More then aggression, Out of struggle
I wanted to strangle, But then I remembered I had
to look at things from your angle, Yeah, Your angle,
Angle of the battle, Making my head spin and rattle,
Head aches, sick and tired of the heart aches,
(Aighttt, Lost..)
I know we all make mistakes, I gave you another chance,
relapse and do what it takes, Tuck me in goodnight, Kiss my
forehead, Pray that I don't wake, Pretend I don't exist, I promise
I'll be dead only for your interest, Put me in a grave and depose of
each witness, I don't beg for your forgiveness, It's been great doing
business, It's not meant to be discussed for the mental illness,
Only for the sickness,
Yeah- Only for the sickness,
Depose of every witness,
Don't beg for my forgiveness..
(Forgiveness) (Witness) (Sickness)
Yeah, It's been a hard few years, I don't give a damn who cares, I've been fighting
through the pain that I hold so deep of my family so I been working hard to shed no tears
relieve myself of my fears, Dread what we had by wiping away the tears, Looking for
strength to fight through the everyday nightmares, It's hard to make a living with no
money and wealth, so I started rapping, doing it myself, solving my problems and
fighting mental health, I was only twelve and left the books on the shelf, Didn't
give a damn, Tryna be a man, Sometimes you just gotta stand, And despise every
command, I was always there when you were down, And the favor will never be right,
Starting to lose sight, Starting to lose the fight, Starting to see the light, But I never feel the
light so I refer to drinking throughout the night, Yeah, Fucked up love, All we do is
fight and shove, Retreat in circles I've had enough, Letting go is going to be tough,
But the road sure does get rough, Yeah, I miss you homie, You were always there to
send me a message when I was feeling lonely, Felt like you were the only one in this
fucked up town who would really know me and to see you laying there dead in the
casket, It'd really pretended to grow me, I don't wanna go in that church again,
I don't wanna feel this hurt again, Why would I pray to a god that went out
of his way to hurt my friend, I didn't want to go, But I know you would go to my funeral,
So I woke up and
got dressed and now I'm dealing with it in the studio, Knowing that your fucking 6 feet
below, You were my bro, My hero, My rock, my zero, But now I gotta deal with these mixed
emotions when I lay my head down into my pillow.

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