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Get out of my head, were you laughing when you saw my blood shed,

did you see me when all I had was myself hiding in bed,

you're a mystery to me, but right now it be better if you were dead,

did you expect God to throw you out of heaven?

did you think, all I did was ask a question?

I'm sure you didn't learn a lesson,

or maybe you did, to use your lies as a weapon,

all I know is you caused me some pain, don't take this as just some complaint,

have you even seen revelation?

death is your destination, does that cause any frustration,

why can't you just ease off some people,

you don't even have a positive reputation,

did you get tired of being the nice guy?

too much of a dedication,

Jeremiah I can see you hurting,

most people don't even acknowledge me, this is unnerving,

I just wanted to be the king, not the one whom I was serving,

you can call me the king of lies, sometimes I get lonely when all I hear is cries,

if all you hear is lies, do you not ever think to apologize?

Jeremiah, do you know how much guilt I've felt,

think about it, I'm the goddam king of hell,

I'm blamed for about anything, but I don't do all of everything,

when you're dad left, I didn't even play a big part in that process,

the shadows you saw were mine yes, but that's what he desired,

what was I supposed to do, just call him a liar?

Did God even like you, was he proud to call you his?

All I've heard is one side of the story, but what were you're wishes?

I mean, you had everything you wanted,

was it that hard to keep up the family business,

I don't want to talk about this Jeremiah,

please don't make me relive this,

you weren't afraid to hurt me, are you afraid to tell the truth?

I got tired of preaching the same good news,

there was no option for me to choose,

with God you can't make up some excuse,

Heaven and hell are real,

hell was the only other option, that was the deal,

He just wouldn't have me, no conversation, or last meal,

We can finish this talk later,

besides, weren't you taught to look out for danger?

I'm not for you,

I hate to say it, but I'm no savior,

I have pain too, it's just an unusual behavior,

don't trust me, I don't want to hurt you more than I already have,

you have the same look in your face as I did,

when I had to deal with the aftermath,

my heart was ripped out,

I'm no longer the same person as I was when I was proud,

but I have too much hate, to love Him anymore,

Is that why you're just sticking with waging war?

Leave me alone,

weren't you taught not to talk to the unknown,