Dec 5th

cold brew and bold blitz

mind grew but soul sinks

sights blew in time shift

i find my blues divine its

dividends in mind slip

sip another fifth the blindness

in my gift i rise and die adrift

the highness

he never hears my calls

and in this fear i stall

I call again my fall

is just beginning to awe

my smirk ain't been to long

i've had a frown for to long

ive been alone in my thoughts

dissolve in each of these wrongs

ready or not i recall

a couple flaws i made dawn

alone in lies i led strong

like fine wine made from stamping it on

in lawns fighting for fawn

she left because i was stuck

bumping in tunes i gave songs

because i was not giving a fuck

looking for truth in this junk

i see that most of it sucks

entire needs i entrust

to those of us in the muck

sand sinking in mud

my muts make me feel luck

i flunk afraid they will snuff

before my grave i lay snug

insane i play it robust

gust of wind down my bluffs

chuffing cruel blunts

the buzz helps me feel numb

sums dropped for wisdom

the sanctity of an album

or double xl

either way i'll feel swell

if i keep time entailed

couple rhymes i do well

a few models to nail

some vicodin pills

and motivation to let myself heal