WHY ME

I got bad nightmares i can't even sleep

Voices in my head i feel like screaming

Nothing been better i just keep believing

Dreaming i'mma make it ain't faking me

If u ain't ready to love me keep it fairly

Why all pains in my thoughts am drowning

Especially the one's that had me cutting deep

Only a few understands the feelings within

Given my all to my music how u not feeling it

Living my sad life bad days is always how it is

Broken into pieces happiness not working me

Why be happy now if i'mma be sad later on

It a war zone in my head tears on my pillow

I'm upset shed lot of tears staying down below

Counting my zeros counting my points on the low

Keeping my flow with my emotions no potions left

So i dress the cuts keep my sadness with a smile

Memories filled with dark days cold winter was bleeding

Love promised but left on cheating and now am freaking

Can't control myself my life in a whole form i need a meaning

Heart beating faster last nightmares i took a cut on my face

Can't erase the feelings inside can't ride without my music

I can't sleep this shit ain't cheap the pains so deep can't treat