Illness
• Written by MaRe
MaRe's Notes
My son Josiah aka MaRe died November 25 This along with many others songs We're unreleased until now This song is apart of his FoReVeR album
It makes you wonder why the world has illness
It makes you think
Why does god have to do this
Ruin people lives
Make families cry
Then the patient
What must be going on in their head
Laying down in a hospital bed
Been awhile since they last slept
Why is disease a thing
It's the worst fucking kind of friend
Always filled with pain
What is there to gain
Someone please explain
Ima fucking patient
One who's not complacent
Someone took my heart
Fucking tore me apart
Why is life like this
I have brain cancer
Pushed friends away
I know I've made mistakes
Numbed the pain with pain
But I've let go of all my hate
I want to live and stay
But I don't know if I'll break
No one ever really cared
Everyone is always unfair
Wish I'd find someone and make a pair
Why can't I move on
Out of sight
Out of mind
I want that and sometime
But it's fine
I'll find some way
But I will forever be sad
And heartbroken
Until that day
