Just..Thank You

When I fell apart like Jenga I felt so angry, but you stuck by you didn't blame or shame me, you didn't dull me down or leave me hanging.

Beat in my hearts now a heavy banging, all music starts playing and you talk me back sanely.

Still so many scenes reel back to you rockn out.

Moving on to big thinking like how will they like me now?

Voices may fade but words stick like puddy, used to patch and mend and make nothing into something.

From a smile to a laugh, its like all my emotions that were neutered, breathe life back to dead now the zombie has a future.

The way of a hug or how a memory smells but most of all what matters is how that memories felt, some stones leave bruises where others just pelt.

I tell myself lies and make me isolate, my own tug and pull but you stay patient til I calm and cooperate.

They dont want whats best for you just whats from you, when I wanna take off your the one I can run to.

Your to cool like whip topping on my sundae, when everyone else makes me feel like everyday is Monday.

Gave me strength to be brave, lifted the weight, off my shoulders and gave.

Me the will no the wheel to drive, showed me how to steer so I would stay alive, when I was going to fast outta my mind, swerving couldn't even stay between the lines, you saved me inside.

Makes me think happy things, butterflies and birdies that sing, piano keys and banjo strings, gave me strength so I believe.

When they turned their backs, you backed me, when they led me astray you back tracked me, while they were busy laughing, you seen past what they said I was lacking.

Its like we are one and your stuck with me, forever always, endlessly, in this dream, the star always glistening, hearts beating with bars your always listening.

....wish I could just say thanks for the change....for putting in real verb where most don't mean what they say....went from a nuisance to new sense...got me through this maze....never could give you back every little piece you gave....you really showed me you don't need a cape to save....

May not see you as an angel you may not have wings, but you helped me fly when I was tight walking my last string.

And as I fall you catch me every time, never let me down but gently even though I got a heavy mind, you stay in side.

Can't see my progress or I'll say progless, then you knock me in the head and say that its nonsense, stop being so negative you got this, you know I'm a hot mess.

No matter how much I take you steal it, you give back what I can't so I don't have to feel it.

When I suffocate, outta air like I been huff'n paint, you punt me straight, when my minds racing you slow my pace.

Always looking out for me and being honest, I say your the greatest but thats still being modest.

I can never say Thank You enough for all you've done, you healed me my hero my number One.