UGLY EMOTIONS

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Overdosing late nights depression walking in and out
Loud voices running through my head still pouring more
Heart cold wrist frozen kept stories untold ain't speaking
Lies feeding demons whispering shit hurting still wondering
You ain't believing to shit watch how i keep bleeding so cold
Closed heart windows i don't need hoes without souls to keep me
I just express my heart through my lyrics mixed emotions no chemistry
Prosperity words on birthdays wished it forever but it not a promise
Fake lovers been the real fuckers watching my downfall n causes
Regardless emotions they just want every penny till am empty
So i barley talk i just watch with no response cos it hurts to be destroyed
With my life so ruined on the front page it only tears dripping no change
 
Pills changing on medication fast heart beating it like am in a cage
Surrounded by deadly PTSD ready to bury me am shoved in
Damaged accidently with deep words feeling the worse in pain
With an unresponsive brain filled with a lot of anxieties over ranged
Penetrated through my lungs i have hard times in breathing too
Ain't new ain't old am just tryna hold on till the day am gone
I hope you gonna stay strong and make ur wrongs feels right
 
There ain't any bright days just running in a chase with nightmares
The little strength i have i just give hope to the dead souls
I'm very emotional with an unconditional love that ain't named
That ain't got no rate to be rated cos u ain't related to the feeling
I know you hearing and i wished u knew the meaning the behind it
All these blades can't be the aids to exit life not even for a second
Cos it doesn't hurt when i design with it shit am so speechless
Sleepless nights bad bites in my dreams so nameless
No changes blooded pages fuck am a loser in ages
Fake friends with faces am tryna find new one's
And not the one's that comes back when they are in danger
I even made the razor my best friend to rest with me
Cos when i needed someone they pretended and made me felt uncompleted

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NATHANIEL
Member since September 29 2015

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