Felt

Despite all that i've felt, I need to stay true to myself

All this stupidity's fooling me, I stupidly fell

All my friends change when i'm going through my worst days,

But mabye they didn't have any love for me in the first place.

The Fact of the matter is all that matters is fact,

My soul's turned colder than the metal on the medals i've wrapped.

People don't wanna talk, its not cause they're busy

but what i've really been waiting for is the moment they hit me

All of my memories from past and present like two identities

its confusing me but i'm still screwing all of my enemies.

I'm sorry for not calling, and balling, but I feel like i'm falling lately,

I feel like, so many people hate me,

people say that we are cool but then go and forsake me,

haunted by vivid memories of shit from befor e and lately

ive, been feeling more and more like im dying inside, this aint me but still,

whenever they hmu, somehow i'd feel, better

but they 've bee n answering me lesser and lesser

I dnt know how to dea!.with this pressure

Dear all my bros, I realise i have been distant,

my time has been inconsistent, I know those meets ive mizsed

but my minds been in another place,

thoughts off in another world

tryna find another girl, stuff fell through, Man what a world,

Ive been so focused on my craft, getting over my past,

such a perfectionist, I cant even filish this draft.

this is for the ones I love and the ones i 'll miss,

love brothers and sisters who hit me up to reminisce,

meanwhile, people outside my friends asking me for favours,

I dont owe you a flipping thing, best you switch up your behaviours,

truly remarkable how i barely know you yet somehow owe you when

when you dont even know about what I go through