DYING ALONE

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Dying slowly.............

Anxieties in my head guess i need more pills
Crying down on my knees ain't no chills here
Pressure on my mind fuck am blind and it kills
Guess this shit is forever fuck the pain not even better
Everyday feels like a nightmare with no hopes to show
As i grow it follows and sometimes i feel like dying now
My pillows looks wet and i can't close my eyes still upset
Shed a lot of tears looking down on my feet no retreat
Feeling the heat through my nerves fuck it really hurts
Mind your speech cos each word murders how things works
I hate how am living watching suicide running thru my mind
Defined me from your own imagination thru sensation
I've being waiting for the good days but am still at chase
Not into a life racing y'all but trying to save time lacing up
Depression kills my hands really cold am mentally broken
Frozen from my lungs would u remember me physically
I've being feeling ugly lately luckily to be alive mercifully
Flashbacks on monthly pays being lonely mostly
Can't feel free what's the deal driving so fast in a wheel
Bitch i bet you drilled and ruined me thinking u skilled
Fuck y'all over speeding taking lives and speaking bullshit
Can't even stop crying fighting demons without promotion
Blowing blunts tryna feel release but ain't no peace
Memories really wet silly hoes I AIN'T tryna fuck u or suck shit
I know and feel the windows pain of the soul in a whole form
Concentrating on my future fuck being a loser
Friendship fading and i ain't trusting anyone
Sleeping with my eyes open fuck bitch am cutting
Nightmares hunting leaving me in stare where y'all at
Can't snap pictures all this flash lights takes me down
Drowned with these clown haters fuck y'all strangers

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NATHANIEL
Member since September 29 2015

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